God has spoken

No person can live inside another persons mind to know another persons thoughts and their unique journey that they undertake through the world. If anyone could know my mind, and get inside of my head, to understand the way I see and interpret reality, they’d there discover that I can think in some areas of my thoughts in ways that are accurate, sometimes insightful, and in these kinds of cases, I believe, with thoughts founded on reason, faith, and rational philosophical argument.

 

Also however though, anyone privilege to knowing every idea conceived of in my mind would see a mind sometimes agitated, and sometimes very mistaken with unsound judgment, in specifically the area of thought related to communications technology.

 

In regards to the radio and the television my irrationality in relation to the basic purpose of these modern devices needs to be reasonably interpreted for people to explain how these technologies effect me, and others with this illness, and where my illness comes into this in my struggle sometimes with understanding parts of reality.

 

An ill mind can stay stuck on kinds of problems related to false beliefs experienced through using technology because these beliefs seem overwhelming real to us.  It’s not that experts couldn’t plant microphones in the radio and put cameras in the T.V, and it isn’t that the larger public of Canada couldn’t conceivably embark on an expedition to torment our mental health, and watch every facet of our personal life, those things are quite possible to do in nature, but the question really should be is it reasonable to believe it likely.

 

To that question though, which is an easy question with an easy answer for a normal functioning mind, in an ill mind it’s never an easy or even ever a solvable problem that has a final conclusion.

 

Having wrestled myself  chasing these delusional theories, by my facing these kinds of false conspiratorial beliefs of the TV, I know that they send an ill person with schizophrenia endlessly chasing irrational possibilities for the meaning of the conspiracies. There of course are no explanations because the belief is of course false with us nonetheless endlessly being agitated by these stupid beliefs. Laugh at us if you think that’s hilarious but its not funny for us we really suffer through the fixed beliefs.

 

With actors seemingly made to resemble the person with schizophrenias likeness, with the facial gestures of news anchors being clues leading to further suspicions of the media watching us, when voices on the radio seem to be following our lives, the struggle through madness is quite debilitating.

 

But what I don’t understand about mental illness is why people out there without mental illness so strongly hate people like us so much. Why is our illness so mysterious and strange compared to other illnesses? I have explained on this blog what happens with this illness and like any illness this illness should be recognized as a chronic illness. Yet I doubt that mind of the public will ever change toward more acceptance and understanding and so I’m not optimistic about better understanding and that’s disappointing. The last thing we people with this illness need is more rejection and marginalization.

 

Now I digress. A logical person is right in asking the following question. What reasoning and arguments made by a person with severe mental illness can really be trusted. In relation to any theories, speculations, related to religious beliefs particularly, with those beliefs coming from someone like me, how might my thinking have any extraordinary prophetic insight from God when at any given time I could be lost amidst a delusion. So how could that understanding, when claiming prophetic insight as a claim, be trusted.

 

Knowing these facts, It is obvious how unwilling, and close minded, people are going to be toward trusting certain kinds of authority sources, especially a source like me when I claim to have authority to know what I’m soon going to profess I know. I figure that on a scale of 1, being the least trustworthy, me as a mental patient, and 100, being a great orator and distinguished scholars opinion, any opinions or claims I make will be the 1 on a scale of 100 as someone having mental illness. But nonetheless God works in mysteries ways and I’m claiming that He has communicated something numerous time to me.

 

I know God as a friend and because He really has spoken to me I’m going to say what He revealed to me in our interaction. For one audience, particularly, the Christian Biblical audience, your idea of God will be based obediently and unbendingly on the Holy scriptures. You will likely resist this revelation from God even if it came from The Pope himself, but falsely so. The strict obedience to the Bible seems to leave little hope of possibility that Gods reach and love is bigger then your opinions, or even the Bibles, when it comes to who has a future with God.

 

So here is what that revelation is. God has opened my eyes to know a truth related to His real love for all people everywhere and with great all-encompassing equality of love for them all. He has made me aware how in each persons journey, in their unique culture, in whatever religion they belong to there, how wherever they reside on this earth, there is an opportunity to know God from those distinct experiences where they presently are.

 

I understand from God that this love is for Muslims, Hindu's, Christians, Buddhists and all religions of searching people everywhere in this world. It is not that some religions are not better then other religions, or that one religion is not the true religion, it is that Gods love is for all people.

 

The nature of the world is a place of uncertainty with competitive explanations while people aren’t equipped to sort through a mountain of ideas and are therefore being challenged by many sophisticated, comforting, consoling and hopeful messages of different kinds.

 

This revelation has revealed to me that people can meet God there where they are and He will not leave them in their hour of need. Where ideas are fair, where they are charitable, where love and peace and justice and the good are found, there God can speak through anyone. The message however is not specifically about finding a religion it’s about people knowing Gods love for them wherever they are and whatever mistakes of thought and ideas they have fallen into. The message speaks to strangers anywhere else in the world by letting them know we are free to love them  regardless if they are of our click.

 

I feel a true freedom now from Gods love shown to me to not hold any suspicion for others anywhere based on the doctrine they are taught there where they reside. I am free to love people of every kind, everywhere that they happen to reside, and this love is without favoritism, exclusion, or exception, now that my God has lifted the former burdens of how to look at my brothers and my sisters in the world.

 

Believing once with suspicion of others, being in judgment, God fearing, and following the thinking of others by following in truly human footsteps, I have become instead now freed from the suspicion they modeled. I now can see humanity as of equal value with me so I'm free. I can love freely, with a clear and guided conscience that isn’t losing sight of anyone, and to whoever suspects a total form of love with an uneasiness of trust and wants the wrath of condemnation instead on his fellow man, you clearly will not understand this message of love which is a real one from God.

 

I watched a documentary with dad recently about the US invasion of Iraq seen from the perspective of four Iraqis. They were such lovely people the Iraqis they featured on the documentary and they had endured unbelievable suffering in that countries upheaval. They were Muslim, I'm not sure which of them were Sunni and which were Shia Muslims.

 

One woman as a girl was hit by shrapnel that blew a hole in her cheekbone, went through her nose, and then tour out her left eye.

 

One of the men also had miraculously escaped being executed by ISES after being forced to lie down in a trench with his friends as one after another the men were shot by an AK-47. It was awful what ISES did cutting off peoples hands with meat cleavers in the streets and the daily executions they committed.

 

That kind of madness is from evil, its demonic, its not of any genuine religion that nears the truth of love and the good. These Muslim victims were human in every dignified way, absolutely and totally, with beautiful hearts, deeply wounded and troubled as they were, and they are loved by a merciful God. You or I can go to any place on this Earth: Russia, North Korea, The Sudan, anywhere at all, wherever religions are, and find such humanity if we overturn stones and really look at people through compassionate and fair eyes.

 

If it were true that the only hope in this world is in finding one religion for humanity at large why should this grim chance at a bright future really be a persons only hope in this confusing chaotic world. This is not a reasonable path, for so many can’t reasonably find this way, so why should it be the only way to knowing a just, all knowing, compassionate God. God has spoken this to me and I believe it is the truth.