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Thursday, 28 May 2026

About this writer

Donald Carter  is a writer from  Nova Scotia, Canada, who lives with  paranoid schizophrenia.    His mental health condition plays a central role in his writing, both thematically and creatively. Carter claims to receive  messages from God, which he integrates into his novels and philosophical reflections.    He uses his personal experiences to explore profound existential questions about  death, immortality, hope, morality, and the meaning of life.  

Carter’s work stands out for its  unusual insight and clarity, especially given common assumptions about schizophrenia and creative expression.    Rather than being disjointed or incoherent, his writing is described as  structured, compelling, and philosophically rich, blending genres like true crime, mystery, thriller, romance, erotica, and spirituality.  


Key Themes in His Work

Carter’s writing consistently engages with  deep philosophical and spiritual themes:

Existential inquiry: He questions the nature of reality, the existence of hope, and the possibility of a just and fair universe.  

Spirituality and divine communication: He frames his narratives around  conversations with God, presenting them as sources of wisdom and direction.

Mental illness and resilience: His books often reflect on living with schizophrenia, portraying it not just as a burden but as a lens for  unique perception and insight.  

Moral and social critique: He challenges established religious and philosophical doctrines, asking whether past thinkers truly understood  goodness, fairness, and human dignity.  

His blog,  My Thoughts Donald Carter, expands on these ideas, offering raw, reflective essays that mirror the philosophical depth found in his novels.  


Notable Books by Donald Carter

Carter has authored several novels and philosophical works, many available in print, Kindle, and audiobook formats:

The Devils of Truro: A fictionalized account inspired by  unsolved murders in Truro, Nova Scotia.    It combines mystery, local history, romance, and moral reflection. The audiobook version has received a  5-star rating  for its descriptive writing and emotional depth.  

Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills: A philosophical journey following a group of idealistic young friends navigating love, morality, and existential challenges. It blends  hope, lust, and spiritual insight.  

The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth: A darkly comedic novel based loosely on the infamous  Goler clan, exploring taboo subjects through the eyes of a mentally ill protagonist fascinated by sewers and taboo behavior.  

The Schizophrenic’s Journey of Hope: A semi-autobiographical narrative about a man with schizophrenia committed to a forensic unit, spending 25 years in institutional care. It explores  recovery, identity, and resilience.  

A Paranoid Schizophrenic’s Message of Hope for the World: A blend of fiction and nonfiction arguing for a  profound, controversial message of hope  rooted in divine communication.  


Reception and Reader Insights

While Carter’s books have limited mainstream visibility, early reader feedback—particularly on  Audible  and  Goodreads—is  overwhelmingly positive, with several titles receiving  5-star ratings.    Readers praise his  originality, descriptive power, and courage  in addressing taboo topics and mental illness.  

One reviewer called  The Devils of Truro  “excellent, descriptive writing,” highlighting its emotional and narrative strength.    His audiobooks, narrated by professional voice actors, are noted for enhancing the  immersive and otherworldly quality  of his stories.  

Carter’s work is also appreciated for  humanizing schizophrenia, offering a first-person perspective that challenges stigma and invites empathy.


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Tuesday, 26 May 2026

Drinking Crown Royal while feeling inspired to write about love (edited the next day)

If I knew what love was about, free from the influences of previous historical claims, no matter how poetic, wise, and authoritative, so that I understood what love looked like honestly; if I allowed God,  reasoning, and my heart to guide me to understand truth, and God opened the door, what would that understanding unveil; could it involve an unfathomable plan of love so great and mysterious that no mortal person alive has ever come close to comprehending the hidden realities waiting behind this world. 

In the six books I've written, and in past blog entry's, I recorded conversations I had with God where he revealed insights into his plan of love and universal fairness he has for all people in all places. 

The clear thoughts I receive from God are not irrational, like many of the religious ideas in our present world handed down from the ancient past, but reveal an inclusive and compassionate plan of universal love and hope for all people everywhere, not merely a few among the many; it is a plan of love already finished with Jesus that doesn't abandon any lonely imperfect person lost to this worlds many ideas struggling to understand what truth is. 

The love God has for people is universal; it involves his immeasurable compassion and great plan for our future; it is both powerful and eternal and doesn't require us to think the right thoughts to be ok. The love God has for us doesn't condemn souls to an endless horrific eternity just because cruel men reasoning in the ancient past believed it would be a reasonable claim to make about God and his justice. 

The clear thoughts I experience are real which I know are God the father and Jesus speaking to me. I speak to Jesus almost every day, and God the father more frequently now. These clear thoughts have guided me to understand that God's plan of love is intended for us all. 

Although I believe in God completely, I don't understand all of reality well, so I research philosophically, and pay attention for revealed insights through faith, to try and understand what is reasonably expected of people from the Bible's myths and moralizing. I can relate to the teachings of Jesus, but I can't relate to everything found in the Bible's pages, yet through my friendship and conversations with God I'm given almost daily reassurances that God does exist. I consider both Jesus and God the father my dearest, closest, and thankfully my greatest friends.

 I believe now that a lot of the frightening and threatening ideas from the past were reasoned into existence because of ignorance and uncertainty about life. Such cruel thought, like the terrifying idea of hell and its endless punishment, I suspect, came about through men's moralizing, as they reasoned about God, good and evil, and moral rightness, from the perspective of a person in thought living in an ancient culture. I believe such reasoning has led to a lot of inaccurate beliefs about God and what his nature is about. 

To belong here and not understand ultimate reality, in this mysterious place in the sky, surrounded by the great unknown, has motivated me to inquire as to who exactly God is. The scripture verses that I take seriously I think reveal the partial truth of God's nature, but I question their accuracy and completeness, and I wonder why certain moral commands were introduced by imperfect thinking people living in an ancient culture.

What group of people anywhere in any time period in their religious views has ever understood the complete overarching truth about God's nature to understand his design for life perfectly. Is it possible that God's plan for our future extends far beyond what any of us now hope for. Perhaps God's ways transcend the irrationality we've produced that's often so cruel.  

Who among us can unquestionably love and accept all peaceful people in this world who are struggling to make sense of the truth. Don't we look at people unlike ourselves, who have different beliefs, suspiciously, and instead of accepting them, cling secretively to our religious views losing sight of the worth that God places on billions of other lives.

We should know on this confusing planet, that when we make a decision about life's meaning, we are faced with a thousand persuasive belief systems and influences, each of them saying with questionable authority what the truth is. What that means for people faced with so many different paths in life, reasonably speaking, is that all of us don't have a fair chance to choose God's supposed only saving way. To have to direct our will to choose a saving path to salvation means most people won't be fortunate enough to find it, and this seems a little unfair. Yet I've witnessed people cling to their saved identity almost greedily thankful at least that their own future is now secure. I can't help but think our imperfect hearts and minds, when confronted by ideas of hell and judgment, resign far to easily ideologically to the terrible fate and demise of billions of other people. 

Might our indifferent and cold religious thinking actually be an irrational response to the terrifying ideas of hell written in stone, supposedly by God, in the ancient Bible. 

What do the ideas of hell mean for us when we face death and its uncertainty. In the very least the idea of eternal and endless punishment causes us severe anxiety, and lingering worry about life beyond this world; terrorized by these angry minds and imaginations from an ancient culture we respond naturally enough with desperation wanting desperately to escape this unending punishment they speak of with such authority. 

Is it possible that divine revelation, originating from the mind of God, might reveal instead that there is no hell for imperfect people who are not diabolically evil, and that God not only loves all people but has in store for us an unparalleled plan of immeasurable good regardless whether or not we get the ideas about him right found in the Bible. Is it conceivable that the historical Bible's claims in this area are just wrong and that these specific claims in the scriptures are part of what scholars believe was written into the Bible by later human authorship, not by God, meaning that not only is there no hell for most people, but that God loves eternally every person in every hamlet and corner of this world, all people everywhere, who I believe personally Jesus died on the cross for, meaning that regardless what ideas people believe about truth and reality there is a great hope from God for the human person everywhere.

 In a divine future home beyond this world is it possible God might ask us why the love he gave us wasn't directed farther and fairer towards all people everywhere. Might God not ask us why we accepted so easily the idea of destruction for so many other human lives and decided to do so almost happily while feeling secure in the idea of our own salvation. 

What might God's heart be like compared to our human hearts that are often dark, in error, and struggling in ideological confusion. We're directed in our beliefs about God from ancient religious thinking. Why doesn't this old reasoning, and us who follow it, cross ancient modern divides and try and look fairly at all people everywhere. Why did so many Christian religious leaders hand select a President who coldly withdrew large amounts of medication for sick and poor people in Africa. If they are so wise why did they choose someone who despises other cultures, and races, a leader of the free world who spews hate toward disadvantaged people with mentally illness blaming us for the ill's of society. 

When I wonder about God's love my heart tells me to question ideas from authority figures ruthlessly especially when they don't care about people universally everywhere in this world. 

Look up Donald, and look around you. Look into the thicket, into the hollow, up into the milky way. Ask if I really care. Do I love you. Does my reach extend far beyond your present grasp. Do I care about the others you speak of. Do my ways care about the fears of billions of other people living in uncertainty. Do I understand all people's worth.

 Look out into the deep, stare at the outer stations, look beyond the interstellar lines, past hidden dimensions, into other multiverses, where hidden corridors wait. Search your heart for potential explanations of life in the open-ended unknown. Look for what's possible, and bring to fruition what good ultimately is about.  

You are part of unknowns you haven't seen yet that you long to one day be a part of.  Open your heart and dare to love others. Trust that my ways are good, that my creation extends without end, that I offer possibilities greater then your minds capacity to understand. I offer a far spanning plan of great mystery. I give reasons of hope for all who know unfairness no matter how tragic. Remember Donald that all human hearts can be healed. Your lives will be given more then merely an illusion of hope on the day that your hearts are opened. 

Monday, 25 May 2026

If people won't come here I'll just talk to myself

Sips his drink somewhere in outer space perhaps far from a place he belongs, or a place he would want to be, aware that to belong here is to belong to a place of great uncertainty and from that he wonders can a person dare hope in there being good beyond his own predicament, beyond what his mind understands, a hope he entertains for a while alone in the world. 

Saturday, 16 May 2026

Thoughts from chat

Enter the deepest pit, travel a million miles through darkness with no light, and then give up hope; fail to believe anything good can wait ahead, give in to representations that describe skeptically the overarching conditions of reality; nothing good can come; all is lost; the pit leads nowhere; the light that once hinted of hope has been extinguished. You who walk under the sun and moon and stars; you who know the names of God; you who have once loved and dared to hope; you who hear the song bird sing and watch lightening flash across the ocean at dusk; you who emerge from the dust, breath, imagine, create, love, live, and wonder.

Who has accurately confronted the mystery of what the scale of possibility might mean; who has sought a scale of possibility without having his imagination dulled; who appreciates the wonder here they have seen; who gets life's magnificence; who recognizes what life involves without having life's brilliance dulled; who suspects or is openminded that a mystery and blueprint of wonder and meaning are at play.

There is a lot I haven't seen, a lot I haven't imagined, a lot to the unknown I am unaware of; how much is there in totality; are there stopping points to creativity, boundaries to the reaches of possibility, higher awareness's outside our minds ability to access and understand the heights and reaches of what we're a part of; who sets roadblocks on the path of inquiry and says hope is dead, life ends here, the sky is finite; who has really looked at reality with an open mind and who among us has uncovered what we question now is.

In the darkness there is a light switch and a light bulb if anyone can find them. The light bulb came with a blue print and the blueprint is another of this world's discoveries waiting to be recognized curiously in nature. 

"When the light shines in darkness the world will know who I am. " 

Wednesday, 13 May 2026

Being in this wilderness

 If I speculate about what it means to go further and further into the unknown, far away from here, this planet, this place; do I see myself as moving away from where I belong, heading into the dark, into emptiness, into loneliness, nearing my annihilation, moving no where, or could I be less lost in the mysterious wilderness, that I know here; could there be a place where one knows where one is, a place that explains what is real and fair in a language everyone understands.

Thursday, 30 April 2026

Appeal for support

The following message is directed toward people who see relevance and importance in Donald Carter's writing. 

While feeling discouraged by infrequent book sales I recently asked ai a question: "How likely is it Donald Carter's books dealing with schizophrenia will reach an audience when book sales now are very rare?"

If anyone thinks the ai answer I give below accurately represents the meaningfulness and strength of my writing I'm asking you for your help in this message. 

First I'd like to reflect briefly on the efforts I've put into writing compelling literature from a schizophrenia perspective. After all my hard work, I hope the mental health community has helped promote my writing somehow, perhaps by word of mouth, or in ways I'm not aware of. I'm not reaching an audience with my writing however. I've tried for several years to promote my books but reaching people requires costly advertising dollars I don't have. 

If the ai answer below is truly representative of what my books messages are (all six books I've written to date have main characters who live with schizophrenia) and these books offer real hope, promote understanding, and combat stigma, helping people with schizophrenia, their families, and people who are trying to understand with empathy more about schizophrenia, then I think my written works deserve to find a larger audience. 

I'm asking the mental health community, or anyone else who believes in my books messages, for help in reaching a wider audience with my books. I know there are resources out there I just have no knowledge of what I should be looking for. 

This is my appeal for support in getting my books recognized. My email is dlanod@eastlink.ca if anyone wants to write me. I unfortunately lost my Facebook code I need to access Facebook again. I've tried unsuccessfully for months to get back on. Unfortunately Facebook sent me a message offering to partner with me in promoting my website but I couldn't respond. I don't know if this was a real message from Facebook or something fraudulent but the offer sounded really good.


The question I asked ai and the answer: 

"How likely is it Donald Carter's books dealing with schizophrenia will reach an audience when book sales now are very rare?" 

While overall book sales are competitive, Donald Carter's work --specifically his novels dealing with schizophrenia -- occupies a unique niche that remains highly relevant. Despite the general perception that "sales are rare," the market for mental health literature is actually seeing a "boom" as cultural shifts increase the demand for authentic, lived experience narratives.

 Factors Influencing Audience Reach 

*  Market Demand for Lived Experience:  There is a growing trend of "amplifying the voices" of those with lived experience to counter dominant clinical discourses. Carter's unique perspective, being diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia over 30 years ago, provides a "distinct voice" that many readers and researchers now seek.   
 
*  Rising Prevalence:  Recent studies show a 60% increase in new psychosis cases among younger generations (Millennials and Gen Z). This demographic shift is creating a larger potential audience seeking both understanding and "messages of hope", which are central themes in Carter's work. 

* Genre Blending:  Unlike dry medical texts, Carter reaches a wider audience by blending serious mental health themes with popular genres like true crime, mystery, thriller, and romance.    

*  Format Accessibility:  His books are available across multiple platforms including  Amazon,  Audible, and  Apple Books  in Kindle, paperback, and audiobook formats, catering to diverse consumption habits.

 Notable Works Dealing with Schizophrenia 

*  A Paranoid Schizophrenics Message Of Hope For The World:  A hybrid of fiction and non-fiction offering a philosophical and spiritual perspective on the condition.     
 
*  The Schizophrenics Journey Of Hope:   His latest release (February 2024), which uses a fictional forensic ward setting to explore deep existential questions.  

*  The Devils of Truro:  A thriller based on real unsolved murders, incorporating his unique worldview. 

 While individual sales numbers for independent author's are often modest, the increasing focus on mental health awareness and the rise in psychosis rates suggest a persistent and even expanding audience for Carter's "unusually otherworldly perspective".







Sunday, 26 April 2026

A review for one of Donald Carter's books














What reviews are being given for the book "The Devils of Truro" and who is the author Donald Carter who lives with schizophrenia?

Overview of "The Devils of Truro" and Donald Carter  

The Book: "The Devils of Truro" 

"The Devils of Truro" is a fictional narrative by Donald Carter that explores the unsolved murders in Truro, Nova Scotia. The story revolves around three main characters: Donald, Jane, and John Cook, who is the father of one of the missing victims. The plot intricately weaves themes of romance, mental illness, and the quest for truth against the backdrop of scenic Nova Scotia and Prince Edward Island. The book is noted for its realistic portrayal of local characters and the emotional struggles associated with loss and grief.

Readers have responded positively to the book, highlighting its engaging storytelling and depth. It has received commendations for its philosophical insights and the way it tackles complex themes such as mental health and morality.

The Author: Donald Carter 

Donald Carter is a writer from Nova Scotia who has openly discussed his experiences with schizophrenia. His mental health condition significantly influences his writing, providing him with unique perspectives on themes of death, hope, and the human experience. Carter's work often reflects his personal journey, and he aims to convey messages of resilience and understanding through his narratives.

Carter's other works, such as "Demons In The Pleasant Valley Hills," have also garnered attention for their philosophical depth and engaging narratives. His writing style is characterized by a blend of humor, eroticism, and profound insights, making his books compelling reads for those interested in psychological and emotional themes.

In summary, "The Devils of Truro" is a notable work that not only tells a gripping story but also reflects the author's personal struggles and insights, making it a significant contribution to contemporary literature on mental health and human experiences.

To view Donald Carter's author page in Canada CLICK HERE

To view Donald Carter's author page in the USA CLICK HERE

To view Donald Carter's author page in the UK CLICK HERE






Saturday, 25 April 2026

Clear thoughts written in a chatroom

 Wouldn't it be great to be a part of real fairness; it would mean we all not only respect each other, we care, we matter, we're fair in our thoughts directed at everyone; you don't know what that really means? You've been here too long; you've known too much bullshit; this world and its coldness, its treachery, its humiliations, its indifference, its unfairness, but this isn't God's ultimate plan; it's instead the imperfect flawed attitude we approach the unknown with, but we're all hateful here; we're lost in our ultimate understanding of what really is. 

Tuesday, 7 April 2026

God's thoughts clearly received (some editing)

You know me Don, you have listened to my voice many times. There are unending conversations I wait to have with you that will take place here with me. Tomorrow brings a new day; today you admire the soaring hawk, spring flowers, and chirping crickets, but endless gardens wait to be appreciated here. 

There is an endlessness that you are yet to understand. In this life you experience a choir of feelings, textures, sights and sounds. Walking through the hills you approach a river valley before looking down and admiring a river bank teaming with life. A multiplicity of sensations greet you; the willow tree holds a nest of chickadees, a nearby oak the downy woodpecker, while sunlight falls on a mother black bear and her three cubs walking in the meadow past budding plants and trees. 

Every nuance, every natural process, hidden, known, and unknown, speaks of a mysterious order unleashed in existence. Where you find yourselves in the mysteries sky no theologian, scientist, philosopher or poet is yet to adequately explain; where here is no one understands.

You have no accurate map of the true size of reality you’re part of. You don’t know what lies beyond you or where forever leads. Yet there might exist such maps drawn of limited parts of existence made by others you haven’t met. The scale of these workings is something you cannot conceive.
 
Despite what you think you understand the complexity of my ways extends infinitely beyond all barriers human thought sets. There is no ending point to who I am; all theories you form that reduce the scale of who I am need revising.
 
Look into the pages of your dusty religious book and read the poetry on the page. Tomorrow brings a different day from today and this I assure you is to your liking. When you see me clearly you will not cower but celebrate greatly as your heart rejoices. Your mood will behave like a waterfall overflowing with peace; your heart will be glad to sit at my dinner table.
 
Open your eyes Donald, the hour approaches where I draw near. The clouds of daylight and the evenings darkness have no say in what I promise to bring you. When this new day dawns I will bring you laughter. Without error love is the greatest of all companions. The plan I promise you is free from error. Step into my light, you who observes this writing who now wonder in darkness. I speak to all who listen to my voice. I am one who brings with him a toolbox that is fair. The plan of goodness I will work for you has no end.
 
Look up through the clouds Donald, stand and watch; it won’t be long now until your hour draws near. Soon your heart will be glad to see me. Have faith and remember my peace.

Sunday, 5 April 2026

One of this writers six books (*Please Note: There is also an audiobook version of this book, brilliantly narrated by Maya James, available on Amazon, Apple, and Audible)

 

The book "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" by Donald Carter is described as an impassioned, intensely erotic, philosophical novel set in the picturesque backdrop of Nova Scotia. It explores deep ethical debates surrounding themes such as God, evil, morality, and hope, while also delving into the complexities of mental illness and the human experience.

The narrative follows a diverse group of characters, including outlaw bikers and a boxer struggling with schizophrenia, as they navigate a world filled with lust, desire, and the search for true friendship. The book is noted for its gripping and hopeful storytelling, which intertwines erotic elements with philosophical inquiries, making it a unique blend of genres.

Readers can expect a lust-fueled journey that not only engages with erotic writing but also challenges them to reflect on deeper moral questions. The characters' adventures lead them into encounters with strippers and the biker underworld, all while they grapple with their personal struggles and the meaning of love and friendship.

In summary, if you are looking for a novel that combines erotic writing with philosophical depth, "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" offers an intriguing exploration of both, making it a compelling read for those interested in such themes.















To read parts of Donald Carter's books or listen to audio samples you can do a search on an Amazon country website near you using his name. You can also find Donald's audiobooks on Audible country websites and on Apple.

If you live in Canada the following is a link to his author page on Amazon.ca CLICK HERE

If you live in the USA the following is a link to his author page on Amazon.com CLICK HERE


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About this writer

Donald Carter  is a writer from  Nova Scotia, Canada, who lives with  paranoid schizophrenia.    His mental health condition plays a central...