A lengthy stream of consciousness but one where I still recognized God was speaking

 

There are expectations in every age and culture, normative behaviors, rules to follow. But not every time period has, or has had, conditions where people had the freedom to doubt, question, and reject all the world's bad ideas. As we wrestle with truth and direction we should realize also that man has a track record for producing imperfect, frequently unfair, thinking and beliefs. 

Along the road of each persons journey through life lurks a million witnesses waiting to greet and tell impressionable minds what certainty is all about. These witnessing minds appear in humanities path with thousands of prepared ideological claims, each idea believed by them with great certainty. 

We stand here in a moment of time, a moment that is fleeting, dwindling quickly away, drifting on with the seasons, and soon to be snuffed out with the changing calendar. We are here somewhere amid endlessness, part of the eternal, and it's wonders, and whatever hidden unknowns that might involve, while none of us should allow to be stolen from our minds how existence here, in this anomalous place, is magnificently complex and sublimely interesting. 

A woman standing nearby suddenly remarks thoughtfully: "I believe people should be given a fair chance to believe in existence's possibilities or alternatively to be free to doubt any ideas they want. I think it's fair to open for people a way to think freely, if they choose, and to encourage them to question reality in different ways, and believe what they think is true."

 I respond "I agree but don't you think we should challenge the legitimacy of certain claims like those found in the Old Testament of the Bible? Doesn't this ancient thought imprison the mind in fear holding human minds hostage to irrational beliefs many of us never dare step free from? Is it right that people are fearfully led to believe that God might punish us for daring to doubt the writing or for daring to reject the far-fetched claims made about history, morality, and what we think is fair to think about reality. Weren't these writings actually humanly constructed leading to an experience of trembling unnecessarily as our thoughts misleading believe from repetitive Bible sermons it is God who created the scripture verses?" 

"We'll believe and teach what we think the truth revealed from God is!" the woman said indignantly.

 Slightly annoyed I say to her rolling my eyes "Yes it's your right to teach ideas freely even when those ideas indoctrinate impressionable minds into holding lifelong delusions". 

I contemplated now people who scoffed at the idea a superior mind existed. I wondered what physical state, if any, this great mind might embody. I considered our human skeletal system, organs, and bodily systems, constructed from matter wondering if this great mind could abide in a physical state like ours. As my thoughts considered this further I then questioned the possibility of whether our bodies really held our minds, not just our brains. 

The great conscious mind of God I knew personally existed which is the source of immense creativity, the builder of world's, the salvager of personalities, the source of both true fairness, and our highest aspirations, and yes is even capable of salvaging us, our memories, and personalities, from the seeming finality of death. 

Who has competently ruled out definitively the possibility of a superior form of conscious life I wondered. Who is perfect enough in their knowledge and understanding to stand in the way of hopeful ideas that dare to try and explain with hope the development of our unusual consciousness in the unknown. We sit within a miraculous natural order, a baffling creative place, and here people have the natural tendency to aim our thoughts unusually at the idea of hope, possibility, eternal life, gods, and God. 

I'm convinced that this world's mysteries have not been objectively explained. I personally hope multitudes of people don't get persuaded by atheist arguments but I'm not threatened by atheist belief. I don't believe for a second God is angered or threatened by the different answers people searching for truth arrive at. Obviously if so many minds form so many different views of what the truth is finding truth can't be universally attainable, that is if different perspectives on reality are so foreign to God's planning, but if these different beliefs are not foreign to God's planning, when human beings pursue truth in different ways, then God wouldn't be threatened by our inquiries, however imperfect, nor plan to condemn us by throwing us into some anciently devised place of eternal torture, but instead perhaps plan to love us, as God winks at the great atheist scientists of history, and at people of other religions and cultures. 

When someone instructs you to accept the idea life is beautiful and interesting but is a life without future hope, without ultimate purpose, they are reducing the scale, size, and reach of realities underlying mysteries. The perspectives they are selling is not the end all tell all. No one in the history of the world has explained all the mysterious unknowns surrounding this miraculous stage of life with any completeness. In the mystery interpreted by scientists, poets, painters, and novelists, through the insights of skeptics, spiritual people, philosophers, none of us owns an understanding of complete certainty. We instead remain up to our necks in this life's mystery. 

 I now wonder where the desire to plant our personal belief's in other people's mind comes from. Why do inadequately informed people feel the need to produce in others the same perspective they have on reality. Why do people feel compelled to indoctrinate and convert other imperfect minds unfortunately  into an ideological prison-- a place where people know as little about reality as they do. Why can't people be permitted the chance to look for meaning freely. If that freedom involves attempting to talk to God then personally I think it's relevant knowing God as he has spoken to me numerous times. 

I know from my conversations with God that he is fair, loves all of us, both God the father, and Jesus the son loves us, whoever we are, whatever country we live in.  I'm not suggesting anyone quit living, or stop being who you are, or loving who you love, and I'm not attempting to take away your freedom, but being open-minded to a fair God who really has your back, in my opinion, is worth knowing. Go on and continue to think about life in a myriad of unique ways. For us to have error in our beliefs, in my opinion, does not mean hope with God is lost. After experiencing a rigid unfair dogmatic indoctrination into religion I came out the other side with the courage to admit these ideas aren't fair, but I know God is, so I'm now a rejecter of rigid organized religion.

I don't think the Bible is perfect. Many teachings in the Bible are unfair and many of the stories are fantastical and unbelievable. I'm not rejecting God but I am rejecting the idea I have to bend my mind into a weird unhealthy shape and accept all those unreliable truth claims. Saying this I've talked to God numerous times and I know he exists. I know Jesus exists too and I talk to him even more frequently then God.

 Peace is both a pursuit and form of consolation God has guided me toward as I struggle with delusional beliefs experienced living with schizophrenia. Both Jesus and God the father have spoke to me in clear thoughts, sharing insight, and telling me that I'm loved, and that every other person in the world is loved, which is very helpful. 

On a day not far away from now all present generations will be gone from the earth. It is then that we'll stand together, as a great multitude, and understand the terms of what God's real good is about. We'll see and understand every other person's heart. We'll think rightly, be fair, and care about our neighbor in a mature enlightened way. Seeing each other the way God sees us we'll let down our guard. 

We will no longer be selfish or insincere but value our fellow man's humanity as we step into God's triumphant domain. We will move into the peaceful reaches of a paradise unimagined, and never seen, a good beyond any ideas we presently understand. It is then that God will make himself completely known to us. We will shed tears filled with joyful understanding, knowing a euphoria beyond estimation. Until that day comes, we can choose to walk through this world courageously with our heart's open. As we move forward with wisdom we'll step knowingly off any path that hints of darkness that we mistakenly might step down. When this happens to you and the dark path meets your feet avoid that ground knowingly and remember that I am here with you. I will never leave any one of you alone. Tell them what you hear today Donald and remind them they are cared for in immeasurable ways never experienced by the human imagination before.

Loneliness amid a mysteries existence

 The mind is alone in the world, confronted by ideas, influences, concepts, stories, world views, choices, and claims we must think the right things, develop certain beliefs, do this, do that, beyond just being an imperfect person in an unclear and often very unfair world.

What's being said online about Donald Carter and his book The Devils of Truro

 

Online discussions and listings about Nova Scotian author Donald Carter and his book The Devils of Truro focus heavily on how his personal life and experiences with mental health shape his unique style of storytelling. 

About the Book: The Devils of Truro

The book is widely described across platforms like Goodreads and Amazon as an unforgettable fictional narrative rooted in true crime. 

* The Plot: It is based on what may have happened during three unsolved real-life murders that occurred in the town of Truro, Nova Scotia. 

* The Characters: The story follows two naive, romantically involved 20-year-olds named Donald and Jane, alongside John Cook, a grieving father searching for answers about his missing son. Donald and Jane ultimately stumble upon the truth of the crimes. 

* The Style: Drawing from the author's own time living in the area during the disappearances, the book uses realistic characters inspired by local thugs investigated by the police. It is described as a gritty, realistic blend of romance, promiscuity, mental illness, and murder set against the backdrop of Nova Scotia and Prince Edward Island. 

About the Author: Donald Carter

Biographical profiles—such as his author overview on Audible—highlight Carter's distinct perspective as a writer living with schizophrenia.

* Spiritual Themes: Carter openly shares that his condition significantly influences his prose; he notes that he receives messages from God, which he weaves directly into his narratives. 

* Philosophical Focus: Online commentary characterizes his writing as deep, clear, and thought-provoking. His books frequently jump between true crime, erotica, dark humor, and intense existential questions regarding mortality, hope, and morality. 

* Other Works: In addition to The Devils of Truro, his online presence and Donald Carter's Audiobooks Facebook Page frequently promote his other works, which include The Schizophrenics Journey of Hope (waiting for reviews), Lust Lust Lust Montreal to Paris, The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth, Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills, and his non-fiction memoir, A Paranoid Schizophrenic's Message of Hope for the World. 

The Devils of Truro is available on iTunes, Amazon and Audible country websites by searching for the name Donald Carter under the category kindle, books, or audiobooks. 

Ideas written down even later at night after the previous post

 In the imperfect state of consciousness of each individual are impediments, stumbling blocks, errors in thinking, immoral thoughts, ignorance's, unfairness's, but maybe possibilities, windows to look through, ideas to change direction, hopeful realizations, if recognized offering a path to glimpse an unimaginable future good.

The clear thoughts of God while drinking Crown Royal

 The mind can look both outward and inward, and supposedly, at least to some, the deepest place the mind can see inwardly is the I in self but this is not so. 

Deeper then the I in self exists God, his voice, and his home and it is this hidden reality where our personality is known, persists, and is protected from death--a possibility that transcends our understanding. The deeper the mind goes into the mystery of reality the clearer reality becomes. When we look outward we also look into the reaches of possibility. 

The I in self is the me who looks consciously at existence but what's possible is awareness of far deeper truth. Nothing in our world is completely or adequately known by any of us. All our religious and atheist systems are flawed when it comes to reality and it's unknowns.

 I speak of true reality that transcends all human understanding. God is not far away from any of us and knows all our thoughts and is within speaking range of our attention at all times. If we turn our attention to him he is not a stones throw away from any of us and offers possibilities beyond any finite scale we can presently comprehend. Life is a mystery, one that is unsolved and not thoroughly understood, and in that mystery is both love and hope for all human kind of all the ages.

 Tell them Donald what I have told you. In me is a fountain that trickles with possibility. My ways are fair and far reaching and will not forsake the lonely or the lost because I care for all my creation. The day is drawing near when my ways will be clearly known and all minds will be opened. Tell them what I have told you; tomorrow is a new day with a new beginning. My ways are born of my love and goodness and I will not forsake any imperfect person in the plan I have for you.

My thoughts

 What If we understood people's worth the way God truly sees us. Many people in the west believe that all claims made in the Bible, two thousand years ago, are unchallengeable fact. They believe all ideas in the Bible originate from God even if there is nothing that anchors these thoughts to certainty but our minds alignment to them by faith.  

The Bible and the Christian religion build a sectarian identity of like minded believers but could God see beauty and value in all people everywhere in ways the Bible doesn't recognize. Despite the indifference people have toward each other, admitted or not, our differing ideologies, and tribal ideas tell us that God ultimately only accepts us and not people of thought everywhere. Maybe however, regardless of human thoughts on the matter, God sees great dignity and worth in the minds of confused people everywhere else on earth as well. Maybe the erroneous beliefs people form differently on earth don't lead to their destruction like the Bible teaches. 

What would it be like to look at someone else and be able to understand the eternal value of that person in exactly the same way God sees them. This would be different from how our minds determine each others worth which shows far less concern. The belief many of us have, based on our religion, is that not all people matter beyond this world to God. But what If we could see other people differently and this fairer way of seeing others is in fact the real way God sees people. Is it possible God holds lasting value for all people, despite our underlying suspicions of others, probably inspired from the words and ideas  found in our dusty Bible's. 

What if misguided people, regardless what judgments we form in our beliefs about truth, all matter to God eternally despite what the Bible teaches. If we could know this somehow with certainty might people's value and importance, that we now frequently grow to mistrust, become accepted by us in a new way where all people's eternal worth matters. 

Is it possible the Bible is not perfect? Perhaps certain ideas introduced into the Bible appeared there not from God but by the moralizing of a past generations of men thinking about right and wrong in a cruel undeveloped culture.

 I believe all our thoughts in this world are in some state of error to a greater and lesser degree on almost everything. I don't think any of us has life, it's unfathomable mystery, or God's nature and plan figured out. 

I understand through personal struggles with emotion and thought that there is a real battle underway in this world against darkness and evil but I understand also there is a light that is good shinning brightly here. The clear thoughts I've experienced from God talk about this light which is God's fairness. This fairness is different then some of the religious ideas that were created in the ancient Roman world. 

Is it reasonable that an ancient and cruel culture decides what God's fairness is for all time periods when the thinkers introducing the ideas we're surrounded by uncivilized and unfair ideas. 

One way I see the Bible's verses as unfair is allowing slavery to go unchallenged, and instructing the slave to even be obedient to his/her master. The Bible verse reads:

 "Servants, be obedient to them that are your  masters according to the flesh, with fear and trembling, in singleness of your heart, as unto Christ. Not with eyeservice, as men pleasers; but as the servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart."

I'm left to wonder why God would care if slaves properly obeyed their cruel masters. Why is it reasonable for a slave to obey a master with fear and trembling (that's not right), or in singleness of heart, as unto Christ? Why would slaves get bamboozled by God into working to exhaustion without complaint sixteen hours a day, and then be told not to object to this barbaric cruelty but to look at their  slave master like they were looking at Christ. Those evil slave masters were beating people, starving them, killing them, and raping their women.

 Another way certain Bible passages prove unfair to me is the introduction of the idea of what being gay is supposedly like for God. (I'm not gay) The Bible verse reads: 

 "For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature: And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet. And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; 

"Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, Without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful: Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them." 

These scripture verses created by religious leaders through their ancient moralizing led to the demonization of gays and lesbians for over two thousand years of history. Once these Bible passages appeared the church began to punish gays and lesbians. They were forced to hide their sexuality for fear of being tortured and killed. 

Long before the introduction of this hatred, in a much fairer ancient Greece, it was common to be gay five-hundred years before the time of Christ. 

Another way I see the Bible as unfair is the warning at the end of the Bible that threatens what God will do if any words are added to the Bible or any words are taken out of the Bible. The Bible verse reads:

"For I testify unto every man that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book: And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and  from  the things which are written in this book. " 

 Another unfair scripture verse speaks of a narrow road to life and a broad road that leads everyone else to destruction. This verse means if correct that most human beings are doomed. The Bible verse reads:

"Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait  is  the gate, and narrow  is  the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." 

The belief that God intends to throw most people dead, and now alive, into hell is a ludicrous view about God and his nature in my opinion. These old ideas are clearly meant to deliberately frighten people unsure of their own future after death. These Bible verses were produced by religious men's ancient moralizing and clearly were meant to terrorize people into conformity. The political environment and inventive religious thought of the time produced these sadistic authoritarian warnings which have resulted in the unquestioning belief of fearful uncertain people ever since.

 I no longer believe the scripture verses I shared above are God breathed. Why would God instruct slaves to respect their masters instead of doing what God's nature is standing righteous against evil. The vicious brutality perpetrated on Africa's people for four-hundred years after that was grotesque. White ministers in the south used these old scripture verses standing in front of their churches to justify evil abominable treatment of black people. 

I have shared in my past blog writing and novels clear thoughts that God has revealed to me. I know from these clear thoughts that God's ways are fair. I believe there are many unjust ideas we choose to accept in this world as God observes our errors with patience. What I realize paying attention to Jesus and God the father speak is how they council me in finding peace. I know from this friendship that God's children living in every part of this world matter to God in the same way. I believe now that many ideas produced in the ancient world lack fairness and validity. I dare to doubt now various teachings and many of the myths and miraculous claims found in the Bible.

I have read criticism that says my writing, because I have mental illness, will misdirect minds away from the truth. What ideas do these critics not accept here now? Do they suspect mental illness is behind my views that if God spoke he would condemn slavery, or that I'm in great error for believing the mistreatment of gays and lesbians is not intended by God, or what of my objection to the threats of developing plague for daring to think freely, are these ideas so crazy? Is it crazy to care that people not  be unnecessarily terrorized in life, or to see the idea of hell as an unreasonable idea that I think future generations deserve not to have to confront. 

Perhaps it's these critics view that because I have a mental illness I shouldn't speak my peace or make a case for what I think is true. 

I recall sharing God's thoughts on the evils of slavery in a prior post. He told me clearly elsewhere that persecuting gays and lesbian in the order of nature is not his way. God told me also it is not his will for us to lose sight of the worth of the human family wherever they live on earth.

 The idea that only one sectarian family of right believers, out of all of humanity, will evade a horrendous fate of gnashing teeth and eternal torment I know now is not God's way. I know what the truth is and that truth is that God loves the entire world. This love God has for us is precisely why Jesus came into the world;  he came so God could forgive and accept humanity finally and completely.  

It is my belief now that people should be free to think what they want about the mystery of truth. If a person decides that God doesn't exist, or wants to live their life following another religious belief entirely, I know God is big enough to understand the appeal of those ideas and fair enough to understand why people believe the ideas they do. 

The idea God is an authoritative thug who demands fanatical loyalty to uncertain subjective claims is getting old quick in this world. The path that leads to heaven in my opinion is a wide road and like I mentioned in a post before it's a super highway that will not leave anyone behind accept maybe those people who are truly the most evil. (mass murderers) 

Clear thoughts from a friend

The depth of hatred only knows so much misery, injustice, and cruelty, while the heights of fairness reach high into the hemisphere farther then any imagination has pondered far beyond the grasp of understanding to hidden heights of wonder.

Critical reception and community feedback

 Critical reception and community feedback for Donald Carter's books highlight his highly distinct, raw, and surreal approach to storytelling. Because he prints his books via independent channels, his audience is relatively niche but highly dedicated. Readers, reviewers, and literary observers generally split their commentary into the following major patterns:

Clear and Accessible Prose Against Complex Themes

Critics and readers frequently express surprise at how structured his novels are given his writing process. 

The Surprise Factor: Reviewers on Amazon.ca Product Profiles frequently note that while his premise relies entirely on documenting auditory hallucinations, the actual resulting prose is exceptionally lucid, coherent, and highly readable.

Bypassing Metaphors: Readers describe his style as direct, punchy, and grounded in structural realism. He favors immediate action, witty character dialogue, and straightforward descriptions rather than overly poetic or obscure metaphors.

The Tension of "Genre-Bashing" 

Carter’s books explicitly do not fit into traditional market categories, causing polarized reactions among standard fiction readers. 

Whiplash Transitions: Community feedback highlights how jarring yet strangely compelling his tonal shifts can be. A single chapter might pivot seamlessly from a gritty, true-crime biker underworld investigation into graphic erotica, followed immediately by a dense theological debate regarding the afterlife.

Compelling Subversion: While readers searching for a standard, predictable thriller sometimes find the philosophical interruptions distracting, indie book reviewers praise the books as "eye-opening" and "deeply thought-provoking" pieces that challenge structural conventions.

Theological and Philosophical Curiosity

Much of the digital community surrounding Carter's work focuses heavily on his metaphysical claims. 

An Out-of-Body Perspective: On platforms like Goodreads Book Lists, readers note that his books offer a rare, almost "otherworldly" perspective on cosmic purpose.

Unconventional Comfort: Readers of both his fiction and his blog entries on the Donald Carter Personal Blog engage deeply with his depiction of God. Even secular readers find his core thesis—that a grand, hidden force of absolute good is guiding humanity toward a majestic future—to be surprisingly comforting and full of genuine hope.

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The clear thoughts of God written down

 

 What I say to you now has never been heard before. You know me and recognize my voice. You and I are well acquainted. 

The sun rises over the hills at day break and then descends out of sight just past dusk. A secluded forest beyond the distant pastureland produces night time noises of foraging in the dark. My voice is heard both nearby the church and far away. I live in crowded cities and far away out in vast reaches and hidden domains. I am beside the great blue whale when he gorges and stand next to the hiker on a mountain peek. I nest with the eagle, osprey, and the hummingbird, swim with the salmon, and wait in the white turned rapids to feed with the brown bear and grizzly. My home is on the African Sahara, far out at sea, and deep in interstellar space. I am an author, a poet, and a musician, a hunter, gardener, and inventor. I walk with the aboriginals, the fatherless child, and the widow in war torn lands. I cry tears beside the malnourished and I love the forgotten. 

You are aware of my ways Donald when you listen carefully to my voice. We have walked together a while and you are right that we are friends. Today’s evil won’t endure for long. Those who commit injustices upon mankind will soon realize that their hour is near. Listen to the wind move through the trees. Watch the calm lake as the surface is gently disturbed. Look down into the waters depth hit by sunlight sitting in a dory under a blue sky. 

You are part of a great work of art. I am the author, painter, and designer. It is I who introduced into nature the laws of this world, and I alone understand complete reality. I prepared the signs you use and I knew in advance the language you would construct. I prepared waiting for you here the discovery of a vocabulary prepared long in advance of the world. 

The inventions you've made, the laws you have gradually followed in ever more sophisticated ways, your improving philosophical and religious positions on morality, the many new inventions and ideas you discovered, leading to your wizening political and legal systems; the philosophies you've developed  investigating the mysteries of existence, the mathematical laws you marvel at, errorless and perfect, your scientific theories, that test evidence, look for the truth in reality, calling a near perfect result a theory; the reason why you try and know yourself, your world, how it came to be, the wonder of where life could lead, both up in the eternal sky, and after death, the myths created by the worlds different cultures, your childhood and adult appreciation of story telling, all the speculations you make, your search for answers, your pursuit of truth, the religious systems you construct, the kinds of spirituality you embrace, the way you accept ideas thought to represent good, the wonder and love you have, a love at its best when directed at everyone, the potential you have to pursue compassion, to act mercifully, and with kindness, your appreciation for plays and musical performances, the reason why musical instruments were created in nature, where the design of a sailboat came from, or an airplane, or a bridge, why frogs sit in a marsh peeping in the moonlight, why bagpipes sound like they do, the reason why children discover fireflies, political theories thought into existence that end previous human chaos, and stop cruel disorder, ending irrational governance.

These phenomena, all the concepts, ideas, and waiting discoveries in nature, came from planning, a design that has long existed before the world came to be, and has not materialized by accident;  you are somewhere mysterious in the majestic unknown for a reason; the reality you're part of is by design. 

You are right to wonder with curiosity where the subatomic realm might descends into or where the macro outer universe goes. Who has ventured beyond the gate. Who has scaled the perimeter fence and learned what lurks in the jungle. Who has named and tamed all of creation. Ask the truthteller to tell you what they think they know. When you look into a reflecting pool you see the image of your face. I have known you a long time. Soon you will join me in a garden sanctuary where your heart will finally rejoice. Your fellow travelers on this journey, the generations you have come to know, who walk the earth in the same seasons, will soon pass through the world and discover like you what waits on the other side also. Like others who have made the journey they will rejoice when their hearts are finally opened to understand my peace. 

When you look upon each other in the garden, by the pleasant pools, in the orchard, sitting beside the ocean shore, or exploring an infinite number of worlds in search of answers, you will observe faces finally free from judgment and hostility. The grievances you once held toward each other will no longer exist when the ways of fairness are made clear. This will make it possible to follow what is right. When love defines your every movement, your mind is clear, and your at peace, when God's goodness abides in you, all the guile, backbiting, hate, and hungering for revenge, gets replaced with new heavenly companions, first mothers and fathers, sisters and brothers, sons and daughters, grandmothers, and grandfathers, then villagers, friends, neighborhood faces, and friendly strangers.

 Like any great story teller I am an artist who works like a craftsman. The time is coming when I'll be more fully known. In that hour rumors will circulate that the sky is about to be pulled back. What you'll experience looking beyond the curtain will be exceedingly good beyond anything good you know to hope for. This joy will be accompanied by an even greater longing for understanding what's real. 

 I am creative by nature and have introduced challenges in life's design. Ask the explorers, astronauts, and sailors who sailed ships into unknown seas about challenges. They heard rumors spoken in the ports they stopped in that the deep ocean, miles from shore, dropped off the face of the world. Have you read about their frightening voyages. Do you think your life is any easier. Where is here that you belong to really. What waits ahead in tomorrow, or the day after. You too are a great adventurer. Many lives have not faced the challenges you’ve endured; one day you'll receive your reward.

 Do not be discouraged in this life; my plan for you is a fair one. I have sent my son Jesus into this world to die on the cross for you. What is done is finished and accomplished forever for all. Try and walk in the example Jesus set. Accept what you can from ancient times and dismiss what you must. My ways are fair and different in many places from the scriptures produced cruelly in the years of the Holy Roman Empire. Those thinkers unwisely introduced the terrifying claim of hell; they frightened the observant with threats of eternal punishment, warning of gnashing of teeth, and unending suffering and torment. They wrote these claims into stone, by cementing words into an accepted Bible, that could never be changed, doubted, or challenged. If a person so much as whispered their doubts about a part of the Bible's manuscript the church would quickly call the person a heretic, arrest him/her, and then take them away to be slowly and savagely tortured to death; this cruelty is not from me; I have only love for you. 

In these savage times the church authorities set people on fire, ripped people's bowls out of their stomach, pulled people viciously apart by ropes attached to the persons hands and feet. Threatened with cruel torture, and because people feared God, plagues, and others dire warnings telling of the consequences of unbelief in the Bible, for two millennium many ridiculous moral commands have been taken seriously because they are written in the Bible. 

The truth is my love is for all my children in all places of the world. There is no burrier that will stand ultimately between me and the people I care for everywhere on this earth. There is no force that can stop the power of my love that I have for my children. There is no rigid dogmatism, ignorance, atheism, alternative religious belief, or agnostic undecidedness that can condemn humanity in this unclear world of ideas.

 Dare to second guess and distrust the claims made by the reasoning of man. He has produced a  notorious track record of behaving habitually cruel and unfair. I am no fool when it comes to knowing the thoughts you entertain. Where do you think the possibilities for your choices originate from. Different ways of thinking and seeing the world wait for you deliberately in nature. No ideas, free from evil, comes from outside who I am. The tribal beliefs people have developed across history involve many unique paths, and the cruelty of human reasoning responds by saying only one path is hopeful, most paths are hopeless and wrong. What if its true and there is a right way, or a path that at least comes closest to that right way, why would I expect all people's loyalty, in a confusing world; why would I demand arbitrarily that humanity find such a fickle path. This ancient reasoning has developed cruelty and masqueraded as unchallengeable truth. A narrow road loses sight of a much wider highway said in ancient times to be the path most people were walking on to their destruction. On this crowded highway "leading supposedly to hell" walk many of my children I care for. Let me be clear, my heart has not abandoned anyone on the shores of this world. I am here with you. I will never leave you. 

Remember my peace Donald especially when you're tempted to grow angry.

"Lust Lust Lust Montreal to Paris" by Donald Carter

 

"Lust Lust Lust Montreal to Paris" by Donald Carter follows the intertwining lives of a wealthy uncle, his relatives, and a mysterious Italian stranger who appears in the hometown of a young couple. The narrative explores themes of seduction, love, and the complexities of life through the lens of a paranoid schizophrenic named Donald. 

The story unfolds as the characters navigate a seductive journey that intertwines eroticism with philosophical insights, delving into profound themes such as death, God, and the meaning of life. The book is noted for its unique perspective and the way it blends erotic fiction with psychological exploration, making it a compelling read for those interested in both genres.

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