Since I made several official complaints to The Canada Human Rights Commission

 Since I made several official complaints to The Canada Human Rights Commission regarding my house and my frequent mistreatment by police online on an almost daily bases the cruel attacks against me have only continued. I have now come to believe that I am being targeted by the RCMP for writing the book "The Devils of Truro".

"The Devils of Truro" is an unforgettable fictional story based on what may have happened in three unsolved murders hanging over the town of Truro, Nova Scotia. The three main characters are twenty year old Donald and Jane, naïve and romantically involved, and John Cook, who is the father of one of the missing victims struggling in grief to find answers in his sons disappearance.

Based on the authors experiences in the area during the time of the disappearance and murders, the books protagonists, Donald and Jane, stumble upon the truth of the crimes and the killers who are responsible. By using fictional but realistic characters drawn from a likeness and familiarity to local thugs investigated by police, the author crafts a realistic story of: romance, lust, promiscuity, mental illness and murder experienced through the characters travels through beautiful Nova Scotia and Prince Edward Island.

Since writing this well-intentioned book, the first book of six that I'm happy with, a book I hoped would bring attention to the cold cases that were written about, the RCMP have opened hunting season on me online devoting hours of their almost daily shifts to baiting, experimenting, and disturbing my peace of mind in numerous cruel ways over a period now of years. I have also faced persecution elsewhere in my life but I need these professionals for the treatment of my physical and mental wellbeing. 

I would like to make it clear that just because I have paranoid schizophrenia does not mean I committed a murder or that I wrote this book with evil intensions (I most certainly did not). I very much hope for the sake of the victims and their families that the truth of the murders and disappearance comes to light. This hope after all was the driving motivation behind writing The Devils of Truro. 

If anyone out there knows where I can get free legal help that can assist me in getting the RCMP to leave me alone please kindly email me at dlanod@eastlink.ca 

I have included below examples from an incident tonight of the cruel tactics used by police frequently in chat rooms I visit. This is not the only attack of the day unfortunately. The first part of the chatroom conversation I record occurs before I then leave the room and return again forty-five minutes later. When I return the second time (part two) I am still upset when I unfortunately read their words (attack) against the dignity of me and all mentally ill people everywhere and I once again unfortunately lose my cool completely. I lash out very aggressively at the cruel mistreatment by police only because such daily persecutory behavior, or techniques (investigations) have become so common.  

Part one of the chat room conversation: *Please note I chat under the handle nsshores in this room.

nsshores Looks around

nsshores I’m just glad this isn’t the year 1336 and we aren’t in a village on the Mongolian plains with Attila the Hun and Ganga's Con riding nearby on horseback

nsshores you all ought to be glad of that too

nsshores I know I’m glad I climbed in the refrigerator on the back of the truck yesterday so when it accidentally rolled through the tailgate and began rolling down

nsshores the hill and people in the town began crying out “Looooook out!” that I was able to wake from my nap and jump into a thorn bush

nsshores sure my entire

nsshores “Little Donald…”

nsshores “Time for your bubble bath little Donald!”

nsshores “Aunty Maudy pew?”

nsshores “That's aunt Maudy pew dear”

JehrBear Do you smoke crack before each time you come here?

nsshores “My aunt Maudy Poo! They let you out of the convent?”

Chase418 This room attracts crazies

JehrBear Hah, Don't

nsshores Hey Chase go yourself pu.ssy

JehrBear Not even the good stuff. Just makes him rant on like an e-book you forgot to turn off

nsshores do something about it coward

Chase418 Do something about what?

Chase418 You're the crazy one, you do something about it

nsshores I'm calling you a little girl who’s scared to take care of business

nsshores do something about it

nsshores coward

JehrBear Really. What is wrong with this dude

JehrBear Why does he keep coming back

Chase418 What exactly are you expecting out of an altercation in a chat room?

Chase418 Are we gonna go outside and fight?

JehrBear It's the only time he can pretend he is tough

nsshores If you Mounties want to keep attacking me get ready for world war

Chase418 Get help buddy, sounds like you're losing touch with reality

JehrBear What is this.. Rocky and Bullwinkle? fk you talking about Mounties for

JehrBear Dudley do wrong

JehrBear Simpler times, indeed

JehrBear Least creepy Rick left

JehrBear Nope. He's being creepy in PCL

Chase418 Lol

Chase418 Creepers gonna creep

JehrBear "Saf, I am a 72 year old Canadian in Ottawa Canada. I saw an extremely sexy , attractive lady but, I will not beg"

JehrBear why does he have to say he's Canadian... Making us all look bad

JehrBear No wonder the other kids don't want to play with us

Chase418 Why we all have to hangout in here with the crazies

Chase418 Nah I'd rather be in here than pcl

JehrBear Some people that come here that are worth it.

Chase418 Oh yes there are good people that come here

JehrBear Far and few between, but yeah

The end of part one. Below is the second part of the chatroom conversation that occurs when I return, scroll up the screen, and read the cruel words they speak against my humanity when I'm not present just because I have mental health issues.  

nsshores You think you can sign off on my humanity by referring to me as a “crazy” Chase. You think people courageously living with mental illness are nothing. 

Caspin Be open minded.

Cutie_Gal Yes slaps are always free and i have plenty to give

Billvert then I will need 2

Caspin Slap me bum.

nsshores I’d like to meet you face to face buddy

Chase418 Buddy that conversation ended like 40 mins ago. Are you lagging?

Slowpokje Look, we have rules

pinballs Cuties slaps are cute

nsshores I’ll show you a crazy person you little cowardly Canadian

Yes I completely lost my cool again and this is mostly because of the cruel methods used on an almost daily bases by the RCMP as they try various tactics to seriously disturb my peace. Please, If I have any human rights in Canada that will protect me from these attacks I hope someone will contact these legal people and have them email me. 

Two unfriendly paranoid posts I made in chat that unfortunately I believe represent the truth *Please note I will post more clear thoughts from God if or when they appear in my life

In the following posts Olivia is a chatter I know from chat talking among another group of chatters. After witnessing part of the conversation NSshores is my handle as I choose to weigh in to that conversation in two opinionated paragraphs.

"Olivia: people attacking people for saying themselves they are mentally ill is one thing bad enough - people attacking people accusing them of being mentally ill quite another

NSshores: It hurts to be called mentally ill when you're not Olivia and I think the reason is because sane society looks far below our humanity and considers people living with mental illness as being in such a contemptuous, lowly, despised state of existence that for any person to be associated as existing like us is such a blow to their elevated ego's, to their pride, to their standing as "rational minds" the thought of having to walk among your own kind, or former kind, and face being considered crazy in their sight is a major threat to one's pride and self-image.

NSshore: One of sane societies most uplifting reminders of greatness and superiority is when you can congregate together, have conference, gossip, each person manage his or her reputation, point to a disadvantaged person and point out "they're crazy" or use one of the dozens of derogative terms; to do this is to reinforce one's own righteous and upright standing in this world, a person supposedly of reason, commonsense, and good judgement, which supposedly us crazy people lack entirely, and in their sophistication as knowers of reality and it's terms, they present reality and it's mystery supposedly within their grasp of knowledge and understanding.

*Please also note

 I've included some of the clearest and most interesting thoughts God revealed to me, for example on heaven and the afterlife, in six books I've written if anyone is willing to take a chance on a mentally ill writer. To view these books you can visit an Audible or Amazon country website near you, or visit iTunes, and search for the name Donald Carter

To view Donald Carter's Amazon author page in Canada please click here

 To view Donald Carter's Amazon author page in the USA please click here

Books written by this author

Contemplating existence in a chat room at night

  Donald5555 Looks around unsure if the days mist will clear and happiness will reveal views of green and boundless creativity any time soon but remains convinced the day is coming.

 Donald5555 There has to be another order of creativity unseen that can be constructed from all the creativity we see and experience, and also from the creativity we don't see, an order of creativity if life's conditions used that same creativity differently would change experience, eliminate death, take away pain, make emotion joyful, make our environment free of struggle and unpleasantness.

 Donald5555 There might be a way creativity can be altered in such a way to bring complete peace, unending joy, pleasure, discovery, different then now, without the fear, uncertainty, so that what we encounter is experienced anxiety free; there must be a way that life's burdens can be lifted bringing to our appreciation great good.

Donald5555 We assume the organization of reality as we know it is random and unintelligently made; if we assume this we assume wrong. The world we're in is not the best of all possible worlds, not even close, but is a stage, an environment we're in to grow.

 Donald5555 One of mans biggest fears, often without realizing it, is that life makes no sense meaning it leads nowhere, that there is no explanation behind what we now try and prove is a source of intelligence with a purpose, and this fear is unusual, and mysteries; it leads to great scientific, philosophical, theological, poetic pursuits involving great speculation, profound contemplation, like the consideration of the natural world and its magnificent diversity and sophistication.

 Donald5555 To just sit in a meadow on a summer night at dusk with the faint image of the moon in the slowly darkening sky as bats take flight, and mosquito's circle; ahead is a pond where frogs peep and in the long grass a critter moves.

 Donald5555 To sit among the willow, the poplar, the pine, the sounds of the forest around you; the cry of a panicked bird somewhere in the hidden trees; the days light waning with the stars in the sky etching slowly into view. To ponder there one's mortality and the reaches of possibility, to poeticize upon the majestic mystery of reality.

Thoughts in chat (ignored by everyone else)

 Donald5555 With familiar faces and voices alluringly speaking around him he decides to put his right foot, followed by his left, down unto the ladder rungs and begin gradually stepping his way up out of the deep trench of wrongful ideas hoping to discover a foreign place no mortal eye has seen.

 Donald5555 As he climbs up out of the depth he wrestles to organize and put into healthy perspective his frequently disturbed, troubled thoughts and emotions, a perspective on reality that can fall into error, as he looks around and glimpses a wooded glen, a flower dotted meadow, a spruce tree lined dale, a sunlit bay, a brilliantly lit night sky,

 Donald5555 He finds these scenes of beauty sublime to observe but at the same time he recognizes the ladder is quickly becoming precarious to hold onto; troubled by this, he recognizes he's also being tempted to react to troubled thoughts in his mind. These are deliberate provocations, he recognizes well from experience, attacks that effect his emotions, thought, and judgment, but only in certain areas of thinking, that attempt to disrupt his peace of mind, throw his understanding of reality into chaos, provoking him to want to verbally lash out, or potentially worse if he didn't know how to respond now, throwing his mood, judgment, perspective into chaos, and he'd grown to recognize and understand well the source of this attack originates from an actual intelligent saboteur.

 Donald5555 In this way, because of these experiences, and what he recognizes in having them, he understands this life is by design not a gentle quarrel free existence but deliberately prepared as an environment made to put human beings through our paces, challenges, struggles, as we move rightfully toward the good or in error into darkness.

 Donald5555 When confronted by life's great uncertainty, the human person does not know if good is real, if fairness overarches existence, or if life is random, or worse, run by an evil genius, and not knowing if good matters, while often lost to moral chaos, this uncertainty of not knowing if hope is real, not knowing the potential reaches of love, and its possibilities, means the human perspective is adrift in the noman's land between recognizing meaning and purpose, or experiencing meaninglessness, at least beyond the meaning we give our lives.

 Donald5555 If this life's terms were not uncertain, or hopeless; if the truth of what existence is about was known, and this revealed not only that human life matters, but has purpose now, and beyond this world, I think we would have a great weight lifted off our shoulders; the heaviness of our moods would lighten; our worries, dread, anxieties, deliberative mindsets would be free from frequently dreadful existential struggles; but 

Donald555 perhaps we are not meant to be free from existential struggle, at least not for now, not yet; if we could see beyond the darkness, that often misguides us, that good is real, that life has purpose, that hope is not futile as a perspective but anchored irremovably, not only to the universe, but to all otherness to be accounted for by God's ways, then no matter how mysterious, far reaching, continues, or unending life is, we'd understand 

Donald555 definitively a furtherance into God's unstoppable ways; how many of us have looked at good and dared to believe that despite the worlds ugliness, free from the shadows, the awful errors, is a light that offers a brightness of good that knows no end. 

A late night conversation in a chatroom with a very wise chatter from China (I speak as "Donald5555" and he as "China888")

 

Donald5555 I shouldn't complain; my friendships from the past may not have lasted, and people might think it's abnormal, and strange, that I claim to  receive clear thoughts from God but so what if they think I'm crazy; what do they know.

Mr. Brightside! Joined the room

Donald5555 I know who I'm talking to and I'd rather God's reassurance then the imperfect, unkind in comparison, exchanges of words they engage with here that I find to be frequently mean, uncompassionate, and unkind.

China888 Joined the room

Donald5555 Most of the time the chatters I engage with can't even go out of their way to be polite, to bother to show concern for others, be fair, or kind.

Donald5555 Instead it's the exact opposite you experience from them; I'm sorry whether their Canadians or not it's like dealing with a bunch of ignoramuses.

China888 Donald it's part of human nature to be tribal and hierarchical

ricktb Joined the room

China888 Hi Rick

Mr. Brightside! Left the room

Donald5555 I'd rather talk to God with the bonus being that nothing else compares to talking to who fairly overarches everything. None of the minions who are so hostile to people obviously know the score. They barely deal in amateur degrees of commonsense, and not with fairness or love;

Donald5555 that goodness comes from a power far beyond the loftiest uses of any of our imaginations.

China888 Humans just do the best we can, but at the end of the day we are all just Fancy Chimps

China888 My expectations of my fellow humans are the same expectations I have of Chimpanzees

China888 Human nature is the same all over the world

Honeyblossomx Joined the room

Donald5555 You might think you know exactly who we are China888 but there are no hundred mile tall road signs with clear directions and explanations. Instead this world has opinions, diverging beliefs, anchored to arguments, imperfect perspectives, but none of this thought is anchored to certainty and nothing

Donald5555 eliminates the great magnitude of the mystery.

Simply Brittany Left the room

China888 I know beneath the veneer of civilization humans wear is a Monkey

China888 And I accept it

China888 I accept Human nature

Donald5555 You don't know you're just quoting ideas from Darwinian evolution but you haven't clarified the unknowns of consciousness and it's mystery or ventured out into the infinite corridors of space and clarified where here is, or what unknowns are involved

Donald5555 to really understand anything about what we're a part of.

China888 True, we don't know what we don't know

Donald5555 You may think you know how all this got here but this same opinion of certainty is also present in every other opinionated person, it's present in the exact same way in everyone universally. Everyone builds a belief system and is rather certain they have realities terms right but your

Donald5555 "certainty" loses sight of a great deal of open-ended mystery.

China888 Yes, it's important to leave space for the unknown and for ambiguity

Donald5555 All these arguments of certainty about reality are built on a house of cards. We aren't masters of knowing what this world in the sky we sit on is about. We are in the middle of a vast expanse of who knows what, for who knows what reasons; our place in the void leads us to create explanations, but we all lack certain knowledge of the real overarching

Donald5555 unknowns that we are all grossly inept at answering.

Donald5555 sorry I'm drinking that's why I'm not addressing your points

China888 🤗

China888 Canada will be a different country in 50 years

Maturefil Joined the room

Donald5555 It's not just ambiguity in one area; there are curiously almost endless and beautiful aspects to existence; there are mysteriously good ideas driving human behavior, produced in our thought, but waiting first invisibly in nature to be considered, like different concepts, theories; our deliberations curiously lead to the fair organization of such preexisting ideas, and there is the  mystical potential  to recognize hope, to imagine a sublime future, to believe and trust life is not meaningless, to also think that behind

Sweetdaze17 Joined the room

Sweetdaze17 👋🏼

China888 Hi

Donald5555 life's mystery waits existences fairest and loftiest ideals, the highest of all possible realities of good, euphoric phenomena that transcend what we recognize about creativity and its potential and what we dare conceive of as being real; there is more to life then merely despair or nihilism, there is actual further understanding for important reasons; there is evidence of good waiting in existence, evidence of fairness, and possibility not absent a purpose, intelligent planning, pointing to a hidden source of good.

Maturefil Left the room

China888 I don't believe in fairness

China888 Fairness can only exist between equals

China888 In our tribal hierarchical human nature, only sometimes do we get fairness

China888 I am Autistic and most people believe they are Superior to me. At this point in life I accept their general attitude

Donald5555 Many people don't believe in fairness but why should reality require everyone to be optimistic and trusting in an overarching plan of love and hope; If everyone thought the same thoughts there would be no universal perspective of competing ideas; don't the different vantage points, that approach reality differently, make

China888 Ideally it would be nice if things were that way

Donald5555 this world's experiences possible; If the human person wasn't free in open-ended ways to approach and question reality differently, what freedom would this offer the human person to search with; why wouldn't this universal freedom to think open-mindedly  be present here for a deliberative reason so that the human person can approach the unknown in questioning ways.

Trysomethingne Joined the room

viba692003 Joined the room

China888 Yes, it's part of human nature to desire freedom

China888 I like watching the conflicts people have all over the world

shirleyrow67 Joined the room

China888 It's entertaining

Donald5555 I don't think if there is a God, which I know from observing clear thoughts from God and Jesus there is, that God would create a world of roaming thoughts and distinctive ideas if to differentiate from a claim of some sect or belief system was fairly meant to be punished in the endless condemnation of hell especially since it should be obvious that error, in our imperfect interpretation of reality, is something we are all susceptible to in reality. I think instead of this madness we're meant

Donald5555 to engage with reality in the way we are and I know from talking to God that he loves us all because he told me this and he keeps telling me this.

China888 awwww

decciekeelan Left the room

Maturefil Joined the room

viba692003 Left the room

Maturefil Left the room

Donald5555 If you were a naturalist, or you understood nature exceptionally well, so you had a significant, sophisticated grasp of the scale of creativity in the natural world, and saw through that wisdom creativity in poetry, scientific knowledge, exploration etc.. could that kind of expansive awareness of creativities scale, awe inspiring details, profound workings, open an otherwise ordinary persons recognition of what we're interacting

Donald5555 with to see life as involving a mystery far beyond merely a random anomaly of chance absent intelligent purpose. Instead we would see that we are engaging with preplanning, with a hidden hand of creativity, with possibilities reach itself that we don't adequately begin to understand.

Berlykim Joined the room

Donald5555 sips his drink of rye

thrall2odin Left the room

Donald5555 I think I'll go listen to music a while it was nice talking to you China. I'm sorry if I talked over you. I need to work on my conversation skills.

Honeyblossomx Left the room

Final words in a chat room debate

 I talk to God almost every day in conversation. I know who I'm talking to and I know his ways are fairer then your religious views. God doesn't intend to separate a small minority of ideologues out of imperfect humanity and abandon the rest to eternal torture.

People are all imperfect and reasonably unable to align to your dogma but that doesn't matter to you that life is this irrational imperfect environment where ideas and claims of salvation are impossible odds for most people who have ever lived because you've bent your puny minds into an odd irregular shape of conformity and lost sight of the humanity of the rest of the world who I know God loves.

 God loves people in North Korea, the UK, China, America, the Sudan, Afghanistan. God loves us all

 gn

Impulsive thoughts late at night in chat while drinking whisky

The best of all possible places has a rumor; yet who of us really knows this best possible scenario, or better then this a state that their dreams barely dare approach; who knows hopes depth, height, mystery; who has peered into possibility, fought through his/her own doubts, and glimpsed what reality really is.

I have opened a door; this is no ordinary door, walk through it and look around; have you seen what is revealed to your sight; have you looked carefully at what it is you're part of. Who has neared the wellspring of life and tasted of this water. Who has seen and understood my ways.

Certain limits exist on the imagination. If we descend or ascend, if we go far into the unknown; if we look where the sky leads, leave the familiar, our imagination doubts open-endedness, possibilities sophistication, creativities expansion, the discovery of answers that explain existence and possibility.

Call a person what they frequently are: predictably chaotic, raging with hate, flawed in moral judgment, absent truth, direction, untrustworthy, but I tell you this no life goes into the gutter, nor are the misguided thrown into prisons, tortured forever, or cast into unmarked graves.

When a light shines brightly an observer gazes curiously at that light. If that light is good, not merely just ethical or fair, but understood to reveal a sign of truth and good, then all who fall under that illumination naturally have priorities that change.

Thoughts in chat

 If there is a mind that knows all, everything, including all our thoughts, ways of viewing reality, political doctrines, moral interpretations, views on God's existence, didn't this power then arrange for us to meet these many paths and experiences.

If nothing is outside God's mind, and he knows all, he must be aware not only of the ideas we'd wrestle with but why we adopt these different perspectives imperfectly.

In a world that arguably seems deliberately prepared for our deliberation, research, moral interaction, debate, advancement toward fairness, challenges to our peace, potential for our hope, discovery of different beliefs in God, why is it such a surprise to religious views that people should freely wonder in different ways, and see the world differently, and if God is all knowing why would he condemn the human person for knowing thought he prearranged as a journey we were seemingly meant to undertake.

In the darkness, where nothings seems to hide (questionably) there was a spark, and we emerged conscious asking our surroundings who they are but why? for any reason? and so what if we get the answers wrong? Who really understands God's ways fully if God exists.

The nothing, the illusive underpinnings previous to anything, where nothing examines, recognizes, creates, void of purposes, what is that state? is it real? was it all there before us? are we the anomaly or do ideas have power and longevity far outside what we now recognize or understand?

The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth

 

The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth is a unique Canadian indie novel written by Nova Scotian author Donald Carter. What makes this book particularly interesting is the dark, hyper-local history it draws from, its unconventional setting, and the unique background of the author himself. 

Here is why the book stands out:

1. It is Loosely Based on Dark Nova Scotian History

The novel's plot is loosely intertwined with a notorious, real-life historical element from Atlantic Canada: the Goler clan of Kings County, Nova Scotia. The Goler's were a highly marginalized, isolated community living on South Mountain who became the focus of major crime headlines in the late 1980s due to systemic, generational abuse. The book uses this grim backdrop to explore themes of trauma and survival. 

2. A Bizarre, Underground Premise

The main character, Donald Hucksworth, is a mentally ill, bumbling grandson who spends his time navigating Nova Scotia’s underground sewer systems in a dory rowboat. While managing his own distorted version of reality, he uses this subterranean underworld to hatch plans to protect his friends on the mountain from a cruel, recently released sex offender named Ernie Goler. 

3. The Author's Personal Perspective

The author, Donald Carter, is a writer who has schizophrenia. He explicitly weaves his personal experiences, spiritual perspectives, and the messages he believes he receives from God directly into his writing. This gives the narrative an incredibly distinct, raw, and highly philosophical portrayal of mental illness and altered realities. 

Where to Find It

If you're interested in reading this book please look for it on an Amazon or Audible country website near you or search iTunes. *Please note because of Joseph Witthohn's exceptional narration skills the audiobook version is highly recommended.

In Canada please visit: Amazon.ca: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In the USA please visit: Amazon.com: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In the UK please visit: Amazon.co.uk: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In France please visit: Amazon.fr: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In Germany please visit: Amazon.de: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In Mexico please visit: Amazon.com.mx: Donald Carter: libros, biografía, última actualización

In Australia please visit: Amazon.com.au: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In Spain please visit: Amazon.es: Donald Carter: Books, Biography, Last Update

In Japan please visit: Amazon.co.jp: Donald Carter: books, biography, latest update

In Canada to view Audiobooks (also available on Amazon) Donald Carter – Audio Books, Best Sellers, Author Bio | Audible.ca

In the USA to view Audiobooks (also available on Amazon) Donald Carter – Audio Books, Best Sellers, Author Bio | Audible.com

The possible

 The deepest part of nothingness is the land of nihilism, a place where nothing exists, nothing ever has existed, nothing can exist, where there is nothing to be seen, thought, felt, understood, and that is what human life is supposedly leading to, according to flawed logic.

(Different thoughts)

When I look at reality I used to narrow my thoughts to familiar, supporting ideas of what I believed, but then I began daring to listen to ideas of all kinds, and then following that I became unafraid to believe that all people, with all their ideas, right or wrong, are valuable and to believe in their great worth.

(Different)

I found listening to God, as I navigated ideas that challenged religious dogmatism, a higher truth, that God reassured me was the truth, that people of all cultures, nations, communities of this world are loved, that God loves us all, and that getting ideas wrong is not only not uncommon, but does not lead to a gruesome future fate, and as I realized this truth I began to seriously disagree with a lot of the ideas, morals, myths, teachings of organized religion.

 I found this new confident understanding God gave me freed my mind and heart dramatically. Now I no longer look at people suspiciously for what they think, what nation they live in, what their religion is, if their atheist; I know God is big enough to understand ideas, and not only does he understand all ideas, he introduced them into the working of nature and reality for us to engage with.

(Different) 

To be in the highest achievable awareness hope can accomplish, and look around at reality there; to breath in the scents permeating those heights, a mere mortal, approaching decay; to ask is there meaning, or just futile ideas; is there fairness, or merely an illusion transpiring cruelly as hope in indifferent nature.

"The glimpses of hope I give you are not illusions. You stand among what's possible for a reason."