Thoughts in chat (ignored by everyone else)

 Donald5555 With familiar faces and voices alluringly speaking around him he decides to put his right foot, followed by his left, down unto the ladder rungs and begin gradually stepping his way up out of the deep trench of wrongful ideas hoping to discover a foreign place no mortal eye has seen.

 Donald5555 As he climbs up out of the depth he wrestles to organize and put into healthy perspective his frequently disturbed, troubled thoughts and emotions, a perspective on reality that can fall into error, as he looks around and glimpses a wooded glen, a flower dotted meadow, a spruce tree lined dale, a sunlit bay, a brilliantly lit night sky,

 Donald5555 He finds these scenes of beauty sublime to observe but at the same time he recognizes the ladder is quickly becoming precarious to hold onto; troubled by this, he recognizes he's also being tempted to react to troubled thoughts in his mind. These are deliberate provocations, he recognizes well from experience, attacks that effect his emotions, thought, and judgment, but only in certain areas of thinking, that attempt to disrupt his peace of mind, throw his understanding of reality into chaos, provoking him to want to verbally lash out, or potentially worse if he didn't know how to respond now, throwing his mood, judgment, perspective into chaos, and he'd grown to recognize and understand well the source of this attack originates from an actual intelligent saboteur.

 Donald5555 In this way, because of these experiences, and what he recognizes in having them, he understands this life is by design not a gentle quarrel free existence but deliberately prepared as an environment made to put human beings through our paces, challenges, struggles, as we move rightfully toward the good or in error into darkness.

 Donald5555 When confronted by life's great uncertainty, the human person does not know if good is real, if fairness overarches existence, or if life is random, or worse, run by an evil genius, and not knowing if good matters, while often lost to moral chaos, this uncertainty of not knowing if hope is real, not knowing the potential reaches of love, and its possibilities, means the human perspective is adrift in the noman's land between recognizing meaning and purpose, or experiencing meaninglessness, at least beyond the meaning we give our lives.

 Donald5555 If this life's terms were not uncertain, or hopeless; if the truth of what existence is about was known, and this revealed not only that human life matters, but has purpose now, and beyond this world, I think we would have a great weight lifted off our shoulders; the heaviness of our moods would lighten; our worries, dread, anxieties, deliberative mindsets would be free from frequently dreadful existential struggles; but 

Donald555 perhaps we are not meant to be free from existential struggle, at least not for now, not yet; if we could see beyond the darkness, that often misguides us, that good is real, that life has purpose, that hope is not futile as a perspective but anchored irremovably, not only to the universe, but to all otherness to be accounted for by God's ways, then no matter how mysterious, far reaching, continues, or unending life is, we'd understand 

Donald555 definitively a furtherance into God's unstoppable ways; how many of us have looked at good and dared to believe that despite the worlds ugliness, free from the shadows, the awful errors, is a light that offers a brightness of good that knows no end. 

A late night conversation in a chatroom with a very wise chatter from China (I speak as "Donald5555" and he as "China888")

 

Donald5555 I shouldn't complain; my friendships from the past may not have lasted, and people might think it's abnormal, and strange, that I claim to  receive clear thoughts from God but so what if they think I'm crazy; what do they know.

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Donald5555 I know who I'm talking to and I'd rather God's reassurance then the imperfect, unkind in comparison, exchanges of words they engage with here that I find to be frequently mean, uncompassionate, and unkind.

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Donald5555 Most of the time the chatters I engage with can't even go out of their way to be polite, to bother to show concern for others, be fair, or kind.

Donald5555 Instead it's the exact opposite you experience from them; I'm sorry whether their Canadians or not it's like dealing with a bunch of ignoramuses.

China888 Donald it's part of human nature to be tribal and hierarchical

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China888 Hi Rick

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Donald5555 I'd rather talk to God with the bonus being that nothing else compares to talking to who fairly overarches everything. None of the minions who are so hostile to people obviously know the score. They barely deal in amateur degrees of commonsense, and not with fairness or love;

Donald5555 that goodness comes from a power far beyond the loftiest uses of any of our imaginations.

China888 Humans just do the best we can, but at the end of the day we are all just Fancy Chimps

China888 My expectations of my fellow humans are the same expectations I have of Chimpanzees

China888 Human nature is the same all over the world

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Donald5555 You might think you know exactly who we are China888 but there are no hundred mile tall road signs with clear directions and explanations. Instead this world has opinions, diverging beliefs, anchored to arguments, imperfect perspectives, but none of this thought is anchored to certainty and nothing

Donald5555 eliminates the great magnitude of the mystery.

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China888 I know beneath the veneer of civilization humans wear is a Monkey

China888 And I accept it

China888 I accept Human nature

Donald5555 You don't know you're just quoting ideas from Darwinian evolution but you haven't clarified the unknowns of consciousness and it's mystery or ventured out into the infinite corridors of space and clarified where here is, or what unknowns are involved

Donald5555 to really understand anything about what we're a part of.

China888 True, we don't know what we don't know

Donald5555 You may think you know how all this got here but this same opinion of certainty is also present in every other opinionated person, it's present in the exact same way in everyone universally. Everyone builds a belief system and is rather certain they have realities terms right but your

Donald5555 "certainty" loses sight of a great deal of open-ended mystery.

China888 Yes, it's important to leave space for the unknown and for ambiguity

Donald5555 All these arguments of certainty about reality are built on a house of cards. We aren't masters of knowing what this world in the sky we sit on is about. We are in the middle of a vast expanse of who knows what, for who knows what reasons; our place in the void leads us to create explanations, but we all lack certain knowledge of the real overarching

Donald5555 unknowns that we are all grossly inept at answering.

Donald5555 sorry I'm drinking that's why I'm not addressing your points

China888 🤗

China888 Canada will be a different country in 50 years

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Donald5555 It's not just ambiguity in one area; there are curiously almost endless and beautiful aspects to existence; there are mysteriously good ideas driving human behavior, produced in our thought, but waiting first invisibly in nature to be considered, like different concepts, theories; our deliberations curiously lead to the fair organization of such preexisting ideas, and there is the  mystical potential  to recognize hope, to imagine a sublime future, to believe and trust life is not meaningless, to also think that behind

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China888 Hi

Donald5555 life's mystery waits existences fairest and loftiest ideals, the highest of all possible realities of good, euphoric phenomena that transcend what we recognize about creativity and its potential and what we dare conceive of as being real; there is more to life then merely despair or nihilism, there is actual further understanding for important reasons; there is evidence of good waiting in existence, evidence of fairness, and possibility not absent a purpose, intelligent planning, pointing to a hidden source of good.

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China888 I don't believe in fairness

China888 Fairness can only exist between equals

China888 In our tribal hierarchical human nature, only sometimes do we get fairness

China888 I am Autistic and most people believe they are Superior to me. At this point in life I accept their general attitude

Donald5555 Many people don't believe in fairness but why should reality require everyone to be optimistic and trusting in an overarching plan of love and hope; If everyone thought the same thoughts there would be no universal perspective of competing ideas; don't the different vantage points, that approach reality differently, make

China888 Ideally it would be nice if things were that way

Donald5555 this world's experiences possible; If the human person wasn't free in open-ended ways to approach and question reality differently, what freedom would this offer the human person to search with; why wouldn't this universal freedom to think open-mindedly  be present here for a deliberative reason so that the human person can approach the unknown in questioning ways.

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China888 Yes, it's part of human nature to desire freedom

China888 I like watching the conflicts people have all over the world

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China888 It's entertaining

Donald5555 I don't think if there is a God, which I know from observing clear thoughts from God and Jesus there is, that God would create a world of roaming thoughts and distinctive ideas if to differentiate from a claim of some sect or belief system was fairly meant to be punished in the endless condemnation of hell especially since it should be obvious that error, in our imperfect interpretation of reality, is something we are all susceptible to in reality. I think instead of this madness we're meant

Donald5555 to engage with reality in the way we are and I know from talking to God that he loves us all because he told me this and he keeps telling me this.

China888 awwww

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Donald5555 If you were a naturalist, or you understood nature exceptionally well, so you had a significant, sophisticated grasp of the scale of creativity in the natural world, and saw through that wisdom creativity in poetry, scientific knowledge, exploration etc.. could that kind of expansive awareness of creativities scale, awe inspiring details, profound workings, open an otherwise ordinary persons recognition of what we're interacting

Donald5555 with to see life as involving a mystery far beyond merely a random anomaly of chance absent intelligent purpose. Instead we would see that we are engaging with preplanning, with a hidden hand of creativity, with possibilities reach itself that we don't adequately begin to understand.

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Donald5555 I think I'll go listen to music a while it was nice talking to you China. I'm sorry if I talked over you. I need to work on my conversation skills.

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Final words in a chat room debate

 I talk to God almost every day in conversation. I know who I'm talking to and I know his ways are fairer then your religious views. God doesn't intend to separate a small minority of ideologues out of imperfect humanity and abandon the rest to eternal torture.

People are all imperfect and reasonably unable to align to your dogma but that doesn't matter to you that life is this irrational imperfect environment where ideas and claims of salvation are impossible odds for most people who have ever lived because you've bent your puny minds into an odd irregular shape of conformity and lost sight of the humanity of the rest of the world who I know God loves.

 God loves people in North Korea, the UK, China, America, the Sudan, Afghanistan. God loves us all

 gn

Impulsive thoughts late at night in chat while drinking whisky

The best of all possible places has a rumor; yet who of us really knows this best possible scenario, or better then this a state that their dreams barely dare approach; who knows hopes depth, height, mystery; who has peered into possibility, fought through his/her own doubts, and glimpsed what reality really is.

I have opened a door; this is no ordinary door, walk through it and look around; have you seen what is revealed to your sight; have you looked carefully at what it is you're part of. Who has neared the wellspring of life and tasted of this water. Who has seen and understood my ways.

Certain limits exist on the imagination. If we descend or ascend, if we go far into the unknown; if we look where the sky leads, leave the familiar, our imagination doubts open-endedness, possibilities sophistication, creativities expansion, the discovery of answers that explain existence and possibility.

Call a person what they frequently are: predictably chaotic, raging with hate, flawed in moral judgment, absent truth, direction, untrustworthy, but I tell you this no life goes into the gutter, nor are the misguided thrown into prisons, tortured forever, or cast into unmarked graves.

When a light shines brightly an observer gazes curiously at that light. If that light is good, not merely just ethical or fair, but understood to reveal a sign of truth and good, then all who fall under that illumination naturally have priorities that change.

Thoughts in chat

 If there is a mind that knows all, everything, including all our thoughts, ways of viewing reality, political doctrines, moral interpretations, views on God's existence, didn't this power then arrange for us to meet these many paths and experiences.

If nothing is outside God's mind, and he knows all, he must be aware not only of the ideas we'd wrestle with but why we adopt these different perspectives imperfectly.

In a world that arguably seems deliberately prepared for our deliberation, research, moral interaction, debate, advancement toward fairness, challenges to our peace, potential for our hope, discovery of different beliefs in God, why is it such a surprise to religious views that people should freely wonder in different ways, and see the world differently, and if God is all knowing why would he condemn the human person for knowing thought he prearranged as a journey we were seemingly meant to undertake.

In the darkness, where nothings seems to hide (questionably) there was a spark, and we emerged conscious asking our surroundings who they are but why? for any reason? and so what if we get the answers wrong? Who really understands God's ways fully if God exists.

The nothing, the illusive underpinnings previous to anything, where nothing examines, recognizes, creates, void of purposes, what is that state? is it real? was it all there before us? are we the anomaly or do ideas have power and longevity far outside what we now recognize or understand?

The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth

 

The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth is a unique Canadian indie novel written by Nova Scotian author Donald Carter. What makes this book particularly interesting is the dark, hyper-local history it draws from, its unconventional setting, and the unique background of the author himself. 

Here is why the book stands out:

1. It is Loosely Based on Dark Nova Scotian History

The novel's plot is loosely intertwined with a notorious, real-life historical element from Atlantic Canada: the Goler clan of Kings County, Nova Scotia. The Goler's were a highly marginalized, isolated community living on South Mountain who became the focus of major crime headlines in the late 1980s due to systemic, generational abuse. The book uses this grim backdrop to explore themes of trauma and survival. 

2. A Bizarre, Underground Premise

The main character, Donald Hucksworth, is a mentally ill, bumbling grandson who spends his time navigating Nova Scotia’s underground sewer systems in a dory rowboat. While managing his own distorted version of reality, he uses this subterranean underworld to hatch plans to protect his friends on the mountain from a cruel, recently released sex offender named Ernie Goler. 

3. The Author's Personal Perspective

The author, Donald Carter, is a writer who has schizophrenia. He explicitly weaves his personal experiences, spiritual perspectives, and the messages he believes he receives from God directly into his writing. This gives the narrative an incredibly distinct, raw, and highly philosophical portrayal of mental illness and altered realities. 

Where to Find It

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The possible

 The deepest part of nothingness is the land of nihilism, a place where nothing exists, nothing ever has existed, nothing can exist, where there is nothing to be seen, thought, felt, understood, and that is what human life is supposedly leading to, according to flawed logic.

(Different thoughts)

When I look at reality I used to narrow my thoughts to familiar, supporting ideas of what I believed, but then I began daring to listen to ideas of all kinds, and then following that I became unafraid to believe that all people, with all their ideas, right or wrong, are valuable and to believe in their great worth.

(Different)

I found listening to God, as I navigated ideas that challenged religious dogmatism, a higher truth, that God reassured me was the truth, that people of all cultures, nations, communities of this world are loved, that God loves us all, and that getting ideas wrong is not only not uncommon, but does not lead to a gruesome future fate, and as I realized this truth I began to seriously disagree with a lot of the ideas, morals, myths, teachings of organized religion.

 I found this new confident understanding God gave me freed my mind and heart dramatically. Now I no longer look at people suspiciously for what they think, what nation they live in, what their religion is, if their atheist; I know God is big enough to understand ideas, and not only does he understand all ideas, he introduced them into the working of nature and reality for us to engage with.

(Different) 

To be in the highest achievable awareness hope can accomplish, and look around at reality there; to breath in the scents permeating those heights, a mere mortal, approaching decay; to ask is there meaning, or just futile ideas; is there fairness, or merely an illusion transpiring cruelly as hope in indifferent nature.

"The glimpses of hope I give you are not illusions. You stand among what's possible for a reason."

A lengthy stream of consciousness but one where I still recognized God was speaking

 

There are expectations in every age and culture, normative behaviors, rules to follow. But not every time period has, or has had, conditions where people had the freedom to doubt, question, and reject all the world's bad ideas. As we wrestle with truth and direction we should realize also that man has a track record for producing imperfect, frequently unfair, thinking and beliefs. 

Along the road of each persons journey through life lurks a million witnesses waiting to greet and tell impressionable minds what certainty is all about. These witnessing minds appear in humanities path with thousands of prepared ideological claims, each idea believed by them with great certainty. 

We stand here in a moment of time, a moment that is fleeting, dwindling quickly away, drifting on with the seasons, and soon to be snuffed out with the changing calendar. We are here somewhere amid endlessness, part of the eternal, and it's wonders, and whatever hidden unknowns that might involve, while none of us should allow to be stolen from our minds how existence here, in this anomalous place, is magnificently complex and sublimely interesting. 

A woman standing nearby suddenly remarks thoughtfully: "I believe people should be given a fair chance to believe in existence's possibilities or alternatively to be free to doubt any ideas they want. I think it's fair to open for people a way to think freely, if they choose, and to encourage them to question reality in different ways, and believe what they think is true."

 I respond "I agree but don't you think we should challenge the legitimacy of certain claims like those found in the Old Testament of the Bible? Doesn't this ancient thought imprison the mind in fear holding human minds hostage to irrational beliefs many of us never dare step free from? Is it right that people are fearfully led to believe that God might punish us for daring to doubt the writing or for daring to reject the far-fetched claims made about history, morality, and what we think is fair to think about reality. Weren't these writings actually humanly constructed leading to an experience of trembling unnecessarily as our thoughts misleading believe from repetitive Bible sermons it is God who created the scripture verses?" 

"We'll believe and teach what we think the truth revealed from God is!" the woman said indignantly.

 Slightly annoyed I say to her rolling my eyes "Yes it's your right to teach ideas freely even when those ideas indoctrinate impressionable minds into holding lifelong delusions". 

I contemplated now people who scoffed at the idea a superior mind existed. I wondered what physical state, if any, this great mind might embody. I considered our human skeletal system, organs, and bodily systems, constructed from matter wondering if this great mind could abide in a physical state like ours. As my thoughts considered this further I then questioned the possibility of whether our bodies really held our minds, not just our brains. 

The great conscious mind of God I knew personally existed which is the source of immense creativity, the builder of world's, the salvager of personalities, the source of both true fairness, and our highest aspirations, and yes is even capable of salvaging us, our memories, and personalities, from the seeming finality of death. 

Who has competently ruled out definitively the possibility of a superior form of conscious life I wondered. Who is perfect enough in their knowledge and understanding to stand in the way of hopeful ideas that dare to try and explain with hope the development of our unusual consciousness in the unknown. We sit within a miraculous natural order, a baffling creative place, and here people have the natural tendency to aim our thoughts unusually at the idea of hope, possibility, eternal life, gods, and God. 

I'm convinced that this world's mysteries have not been objectively explained. I personally hope multitudes of people don't get persuaded by atheist arguments but I'm not threatened by atheist belief. I don't believe for a second God is angered or threatened by the different answers people searching for truth arrive at. Obviously if so many minds form so many different views of what the truth is finding truth can't be universally attainable, that is if different perspectives on reality are so foreign to God's planning, but if these different beliefs are not foreign to God's planning, when human beings pursue truth in different ways, then God wouldn't be threatened by our inquiries, however imperfect, nor plan to condemn us by throwing us into some anciently devised place of eternal torture, but instead perhaps plan to love us, as God winks at the great atheist scientists of history, and at people of other religions and cultures. 

When someone instructs you to accept the idea life is beautiful and interesting but is a life without future hope, without ultimate purpose, they are reducing the scale, size, and reach of realities underlying mysteries. The perspectives they are selling is not the end all tell all. No one in the history of the world has explained all the mysterious unknowns surrounding this miraculous stage of life with any completeness. In the mystery interpreted by scientists, poets, painters, and novelists, through the insights of skeptics, spiritual people, philosophers, none of us owns an understanding of complete certainty. We instead remain up to our necks in this life's mystery. 

 I now wonder where the desire to plant our personal belief's in other people's mind comes from. Why do inadequately informed people feel the need to produce in others the same perspective they have on reality. Why do people feel compelled to indoctrinate and convert other imperfect minds unfortunately  into an ideological prison-- a place where people know as little about reality as they do. Why can't people be permitted the chance to look for meaning freely. If that freedom involves attempting to talk to God then personally I think it's relevant knowing God as he has spoken to me numerous times. 

I know from my conversations with God that he is fair, loves all of us, both God the father, and Jesus the son loves us, whoever we are, whatever country we live in.  I'm not suggesting anyone quit living, or stop being who you are, or loving who you love, and I'm not attempting to take away your freedom, but being open-minded to a fair God who really has your back, in my opinion, is worth knowing. Go on and continue to think about life in a myriad of unique ways. For us to have error in our beliefs, in my opinion, does not mean hope with God is lost. After experiencing a rigid unfair dogmatic indoctrination into religion I came out the other side with the courage to admit these ideas aren't fair, but I know God is, so I'm now a rejecter of rigid organized religion.

I don't think the Bible is perfect. Many teachings in the Bible are unfair and many of the stories are fantastical and unbelievable. I'm not rejecting God but I am rejecting the idea I have to bend my mind into a weird unhealthy shape and accept all those unreliable truth claims. Saying this I've talked to God numerous times and I know he exists. I know Jesus exists too and I talk to him even more frequently then God.

 Peace is both a pursuit and form of consolation God has guided me toward as I struggle with delusional beliefs experienced living with schizophrenia. Both Jesus and God the father have spoke to me in clear thoughts, sharing insight, and telling me that I'm loved, and that every other person in the world is loved, which is very helpful. 

On a day not far away from now all present generations will be gone from the earth. It is then that we'll stand together, as a great multitude, and understand the terms of what God's real good is about. We'll see and understand every other person's heart. We'll think rightly, be fair, and care about our neighbor in a mature enlightened way. Seeing each other the way God sees us we'll let down our guard. 

We will no longer be selfish or insincere but value our fellow man's humanity as we step into God's triumphant domain. We will move into the peaceful reaches of a paradise unimagined, and never seen, a good beyond any ideas we presently understand. It is then that God will make himself completely known to us. We will shed tears filled with joyful understanding, knowing a euphoria beyond estimation. Until that day comes, we can choose to walk through this world courageously with our heart's open. As we move forward with wisdom we'll step knowingly off any path that hints of darkness that we mistakenly might step down. When this happens to you and the dark path meets your feet avoid that ground knowingly and remember that I am here with you. I will never leave any one of you alone. Tell them what you hear today Donald and remind them they are cared for in immeasurable ways never experienced by the human imagination before.

Loneliness amid a mysteries existence

 The mind is alone in the world, confronted by ideas, influences, concepts, stories, world views, choices, and claims we must think the right things, develop certain beliefs, do this, do that, beyond just being an imperfect person in an unclear and often very unfair world.

What's being said online about Donald Carter and his book The Devils of Truro

 

Online discussions and listings about Nova Scotian author Donald Carter and his book The Devils of Truro focus heavily on how his personal life and experiences with mental health shape his unique style of storytelling. 

About the Book: The Devils of Truro

The book is widely described across platforms like Goodreads and Amazon as an unforgettable fictional narrative rooted in true crime. 

* The Plot: It is based on what may have happened during three unsolved real-life murders that occurred in the town of Truro, Nova Scotia. 

* The Characters: The story follows two naive, romantically involved 20-year-olds named Donald and Jane, alongside John Cook, a grieving father searching for answers about his missing son. Donald and Jane ultimately stumble upon the truth of the crimes. 

* The Style: Drawing from the author's own time living in the area during the disappearances, the book uses realistic characters inspired by local thugs investigated by the police. It is described as a gritty, realistic blend of romance, promiscuity, mental illness, and murder set against the backdrop of Nova Scotia and Prince Edward Island. 

About the Author: Donald Carter

Biographical profiles—such as his author overview on Audible—highlight Carter's distinct perspective as a writer living with schizophrenia.

* Spiritual Themes: Carter openly shares that his condition significantly influences his prose; he notes that he receives messages from God, which he weaves directly into his narratives. 

* Philosophical Focus: Online commentary characterizes his writing as deep, clear, and thought-provoking. His books frequently jump between true crime, erotica, dark humor, and intense existential questions regarding mortality, hope, and morality. 

* Other Works: In addition to The Devils of Truro, his online presence and Donald Carter's Audiobooks Facebook Page frequently promote his other works, which include The Schizophrenics Journey of Hope (waiting for reviews), Lust Lust Lust Montreal to Paris, The Imbecile Donald Hucksworth, Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills, and his non-fiction memoir, A Paranoid Schizophrenic's Message of Hope for the World. 

The Devils of Truro is available on iTunes, Amazon and Audible country websites by searching for the name Donald Carter under the category kindle, books, or audiobooks.