Drinking Crown Royal and feeling inspired to write about love

If I knew what love looked like really, free from the influences of previous historical claims, no matter how poetic, wise, and supposedly authoritative, so that I could understand what love looked like honestly; if I allowed my heart, and God to guide me to understand life's meaning, what would the truth reveal; would it uncover a love so great that no mortal person has neared fathoming realities hidden ways while alive in this world. 

In the six books I've written, and in past blog entry's, I recorded conversations I had with God where he revealed insights into his plan of universal fairness and the love he has for all people in all places in this world. 

What God revealed to me is not irrational, like some of the religious dogma produced in the past, but  speaks of his compassion and wisdom that is inclusively fair, and intended for all, not only a few people among the many; it is plan of love that doesn't abandon any person struggling anywhere on this world who's dealing with life's problems. The love God has for people is universal; it involves his immeasurable compassion and great planning for our futures; it is both powerful and eternal and doesn't require us to think the right thoughts to be ok. The love God has for us doesn't condemn souls to an endless horrific eternity just because cruel men reasoning in the ancient past thought it would be a reasonable claim to make about God and his justice. 

The clear thoughts I experience, that I know are God the father and Jesus speaking to me, are real. I speak to Jesus almost every day, and God the father more frequently now. These clear thoughts have guided me to understand that God's love is universal. I don't understand however, and I question intellectually, what is reasonably expected of us when we read the ancient moralizing and myths written in the Bible. I can't relate to a lot of the ancient writing, but through my friendship and conversations with God the father and Jesus I am given almost daily reassurances that they actually do exist. I consider Jesus and God the father my dearest, closest, and only friends.

 I suspect now that a lot of thought that is cruel and frightening got reasoned into existence through ignorance and uncertainty. This cruel thinking, like the terrifying ideas written into the Bible through men's moralizing in ancient culture, I believe has lead to a lot of inaccurate beliefs about God and what his nature is about. The uncertainty we face understanding ultimate reality, here in this mysterious place in the sky, surrounded by the unknown, has lead me to question exactly who God is. God's ways, according to the ancient scriptures, I believe are partly true, but I question the complete accuracy of ideas created by ancient minds searching for truth. I doubt now that the ideas found in the books pages describe God's complete planning with total accuracy. 

What group of people, having their perceived religious views, in any time period, sees the complete underlying truth about God's nature. Is it possible that God's planning for our future extends far beyond what we now hope for. Perhaps God's ways transcend the irrationality we've invented that's often so cruel.  

Who among us can love other people unquestionably that are struggling in this world with different ideas about the truth or instead of accepting other people do we look at them suspiciously, clinging to our religious ideas that cause us to lose sight of the worth of billions of other imperfect lives thinking about truth and reality in this world. 

We should know in this confusing world that to make a decision about what the truth is we are faced with a thousand persuasive influences and beliefs that each say what other people think the truth is. Reasonably speaking, while faced with so many different paths in life, really means people universally everywhere obviously don't have a fair chance to choose God's supposed only saving path. To have to direct our will to choose the only saving path to salvation therefore seems a little unfair. Yet I witness people clinging to their saved identity almost greedily thankful at least that their future is secured. I can't help but think our imperfect hearts and minds resign far to easily to the fate and demise of billions of other people's lives. 

Does this indifferent and cold religious thinking come from human irrationality, or maybe from the fear mongering written into the pages of the ancient Bible, or perhaps because of our desperation to escape deaths uncertainty. Might divine revelation, if given to us directly from the mind of God, show us instead that God loves all people. Is it possible God loves every person in every hamlet and corner of this world regardless of the ideas they have about reality and about him. In a divine place beyond this world is it possible God will ask us why the love he gave us was not directed farther and fairer towards all people everywhere. Could God ask us why we accepted so easily the idea of the destruction of so many human lives and decided to do so almost happily while feeling secure in the idea of our own salvation. 

What is God's heart like compared to our human heart that is often dark, in error, and struggling in ideological confusion. We're directed in our beliefs about God by an ancient religious book filled with old logic. Why doesn't this old reasoning cross modern divides and look fairly at all people everywhere. Why do Christian religious leaders choose leaders who coldly deny giving poor sick people medications. If they are so wise why do they choose racist leaders that spew hatred toward disadvantaged people who are mentally ill, other cultures, and people with differing religious beliefs. When I question what love is really about with God my heart tells me  to question ideas ruthlessly that don't care about people universally in this world. 

Look up Donald, and look around you. Look into the thicket, into the hollow, up into the milky way. Ask if I really care. Do I love you. Does my reach extend far beyond your present grasp. Do I care about the others you speak of. Do my ways care about the fears of billions of other people living in uncertainty. Do I understand all people's worth.

 Look out into the deep, stare at the outer stations, look beyond the interstellar lines, past hidden dimensions, into other multiverses, where hidden corridors wait. Search your heart for potential explanations of life in the open-ended unknown. Look for what's possible, and bring to fruition what good ultimately is about.  You are part of unknowns you haven't seen yet that you long to one day be a part of.  Open your heart and dare to love others. Trust that my ways are good, that my creation extends without end, that I offer possibilities greater then your minds capacity to understand. I offer a far spanning plan of great mystery. I offer reasons of hope for all that know unfairness no matter how tragic. Remember Donald that all human hearts can be healed. Your lives will be given more then merely an illusion of hope on the day that your hearts are opened. 

If people won't come here I'll just talk to myself

Sips his drink somewhere in outer space perhaps far from a place he belongs, or a place he would want to be, aware that to belong here is to belong to a place of great uncertainty and from that he wonders can a person dare hope in there being good beyond his own predicament, beyond what his mind understands, a hope he entertains for a while alone in the world. 

Thoughts from chat

Enter the deepest pit, travel a million miles through darkness with no light, and then give up hope; fail to believe anything good can wait ahead, give in to representations that describe skeptically the overarching conditions of reality; nothing good can come; all is lost; the pit leads nowhere; the light that once hinted of hope has been extinguished. You who walk under the sun and moon and stars; you who know the names of God; you who have once loved and dared to hope; you who hear the song bird sing and watch lightening flash across the ocean at dusk; you who emerge from the dust, breath, imagine, create, love, live, and wonder.

Who has accurately confronted the mystery of what the scale of possibility might mean; who has sought a scale of possibility without having his imagination dulled; who appreciates the wonder here they have seen; who gets life's magnificence; who recognizes what life involves without having life's brilliance dulled; who suspects or is openminded that a mystery and blueprint of wonder and meaning are at play.

There is a lot I haven't seen, a lot I haven't imagined, a lot to the unknown I am unaware of; how much is there in totality; are there stopping points to creativity, boundaries to the reaches of possibility, higher awareness's outside our minds ability to access and understand the heights and reaches of what we're a part of; who sets roadblocks on the path of inquiry and says hope is dead, life ends here, the sky is finite; who has really looked at reality with an open mind and who among us has uncovered what we question now is.

In the darkness there is a light switch and a light bulb if anyone can find them. The light bulb came with a blue print and the blueprint is another of this world's discoveries waiting to be recognized curiously in nature. 

"When the light shines in darkness the world will know who I am. " 

Being in this wilderness

 If I speculate about what it means to go further and further into the unknown, far away from here, this planet, this place; do I see myself as moving away from where I belong, heading into the dark, into emptiness, into loneliness, nearing my annihilation, moving no where, or could I be less lost in the mysterious wilderness, that I know here; could there be a place where one knows where one is, a place that explains what is real and fair in a language everyone understands.

Appeal for support

The following message is directed toward people who see relevance and importance in Donald Carter's writing. 

While feeling discouraged by infrequent book sales I recently asked ai a question: "How likely is it Donald Carter's books dealing with schizophrenia will reach an audience when book sales now are very rare?"

If anyone thinks the ai answer I give below accurately represents the meaningfulness and strength of my writing I'm asking you for your help in this message. 

First I'd like to reflect briefly on the efforts I've put into writing compelling literature from a schizophrenia perspective. After all my hard work, I hope the mental health community has helped promote my writing somehow, perhaps by word of mouth, or in ways I'm not aware of. I'm not reaching an audience with my writing however. I've tried for several years to promote my books but reaching people requires costly advertising dollars I don't have. 

If the ai answer below is truly representative of what my books messages are (all six books I've written to date have main characters who live with schizophrenia) and these books offer real hope, promote understanding, and combat stigma, helping people with schizophrenia, their families, and people who are trying to understand with empathy more about schizophrenia, then I think my written works deserve to find a larger audience. 

I'm asking the mental health community, or anyone else who believes in my books messages, for help in reaching a wider audience with my books. I know there are resources out there I just have no knowledge of what I should be looking for. 

This is my appeal for support in getting my books recognized. My email is dlanod@eastlink.ca if anyone wants to write me. I unfortunately lost my Facebook code I need to access Facebook again. I've tried unsuccessfully for months to get back on. Unfortunately Facebook sent me a message offering to partner with me in promoting my website but I couldn't respond. I don't know if this was a real message from Facebook or something fraudulent but the offer sounded really good.

The question I asked ai and the answer: 

"How likely is it Donald Carter's books dealing with schizophrenia will reach an audience when book sales now are very rare?" 

While overall book sales are competitive, Donald Carter's work --specifically his novels dealing with schizophrenia -- occupies a unique niche that remains highly relevant. Despite the general perception that "sales are rare," the market for mental health literature is actually seeing a "boom" as cultural shifts increase the demand for authentic, lived experience narratives.

 Factors Influencing Audience Reach 

*  Market Demand for Lived Experience:  There is a growing trend of "amplifying the voices" of those with lived experience to counter dominant clinical discourses. Carter's unique perspective, being diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia over 30 years ago, provides a "distinct voice" that many readers and researchers now seek.   

 

*  Rising Prevalence:  Recent studies show a 60% increase in new psychosis cases among younger generations (Millennials and Gen Z). This demographic shift is creating a larger potential audience seeking both understanding and "messages of hope", which are central themes in Carter's work. 

* Genre Blending:  Unlike dry medical texts, Carter reaches a wider audience by blending serious mental health themes with popular genres like true crime, mystery, thriller, and romance.    

*  Format Accessibility:  His books are available across multiple platforms including  Amazon,  Audible, and  Apple Books  in Kindle, paperback, and audiobook formats, catering to diverse consumption habits.

 Notable Works Dealing with Schizophrenia 

*  A Paranoid Schizophrenics Message Of Hope For The World:  A hybrid of fiction and non-fiction offering a philosophical and spiritual perspective on the condition.     

 

*  The Schizophrenics Journey Of Hope:   His latest release (February 2024), which uses a fictional forensic ward setting to explore deep existential questions.  

*  The Devils of Truro:  A thriller based on real unsolved murders, incorporating his unique worldview. 

 While individual sales numbers for independent author's are often modest, the increasing focus on mental health awareness and the rise in psychosis rates suggest a persistent and even expanding audience for Carter's "unusually otherworldly perspective".

A review for one of Donald Carter's books

What reviews are being given for the book "The Devils of Truro" and who is the author Donald Carter who lives with schizophrenia?

Overview of "The Devils of Truro" and Donald Carter  

The Book: "The Devils of Truro" 

"The Devils of Truro" is a fictional narrative by Donald Carter that explores the unsolved murders in Truro, Nova Scotia. The story revolves around three main characters: Donald, Jane, and John Cook, who is the father of one of the missing victims. The plot intricately weaves themes of romance, mental illness, and the quest for truth against the backdrop of scenic Nova Scotia and Prince Edward Island. The book is noted for its realistic portrayal of local characters and the emotional struggles associated with loss and grief.

Readers have responded positively to the book, highlighting its engaging storytelling and depth. It has received commendations for its philosophical insights and the way it tackles complex themes such as mental health and morality.

The Author: Donald Carter 

Donald Carter is a writer from Nova Scotia who has openly discussed his experiences with schizophrenia. His mental health condition significantly influences his writing, providing him with unique perspectives on themes of death, hope, and the human experience. Carter's work often reflects his personal journey, and he aims to convey messages of resilience and understanding through his narratives.

Carter's other works, such as "Demons In The Pleasant Valley Hills," have also garnered attention for their philosophical depth and engaging narratives. His writing style is characterized by a blend of humor, eroticism, and profound insights, making his books compelling reads for those interested in psychological and emotional themes.

In summary, "The Devils of Truro" is a notable work that not only tells a gripping story but also reflects the author's personal struggles and insights, making it a significant contribution to contemporary literature on mental health and human experiences.

To view Donald Carter's author page in Canada CLICK HERE

To view Donald Carter's author page in the USA CLICK HERE

To view Donald Carter's author page in the UK CLICK HERE

Clear thoughts written in a chatroom

 Wouldn't it be great to be a part of real fairness; it would mean we all not only respect each other, we care, we matter, we're fair in our thoughts directed at everyone; you don't know what that really means? You've been here too long; you've known too much bullshit; this world and its coldness, its treachery, its humiliations, its indifference, its unfairness, but this isn't God's ultimate plan; it's instead the imperfect flawed attitude we approach the unknown with, but we're all hateful here; we're lost in our ultimate understanding of what really is. 

God's thoughts clearly received (some editing)

You know me Don, you have listened to my voice many times. There are unending conversations I wait to have with you that will take place here with me. Tomorrow brings a new day; today you admire the soaring hawk, spring flowers, and chirping crickets, but endless gardens wait to be appreciated here. 

There is an endlessness that you are yet to understand. In this life you experience a choir of feelings, textures, sights and sounds. Walking through the hills you approach a river valley before looking down and admiring a river bank teaming with life. A multiplicity of sensations greet you; the willow tree holds a nest of chickadees, a nearby oak the downy woodpecker, while sunlight falls on a mother black bear and her three cubs walking in the meadow past budding plants and trees. 

Every nuance, every natural process, hidden, known, and unknown, speaks of a mysterious order unleashed in existence. Where you find yourselves in the mysteries sky no theologian, scientist, philosopher or poet is yet to adequately explain; where here is no one understands.

You have no accurate map of the true size of reality you’re part of. You don’t know what lies beyond you or where forever leads. Yet there might exist such maps drawn of limited parts of existence made by others you haven’t met. The scale of these workings is something you cannot conceive.

 

Despite what you think you understand the complexity of my ways extends infinitely beyond all barriers human thought sets. There is no ending point to who I am; all theories you form that reduce the scale of who I am need revising.

 

Look into the pages of your dusty religious book and read the poetry on the page. Tomorrow brings a different day from today and this I assure you is to your liking. When you see me clearly you will not cower but celebrate greatly as your heart rejoices. Your mood will behave like a waterfall overflowing with peace; your heart will be glad to sit at my dinner table.

 

Open your eyes Donald, the hour approaches where I draw near. The clouds of daylight and the evenings darkness have no say in what I promise to bring you. When this new day dawns I will bring you laughter. Without error love is the greatest of all companions. The plan I promise you is free from error. Step into my light, you who observes this writing who now wonder in darkness. I speak to all who listen to my voice. I am one who brings with him a toolbox that is fair. The plan of goodness I will work for you has no end.

 

Look up through the clouds Donald, stand and watch; it won’t be long now until your hour draws near. Soon your heart will be glad to see me. Have faith and remember my peace.

One of this writers six books (*Please Note: There is also an audiobook version of this book, brilliantly narrated by Maya James, available on Amazon, Apple, and Audible)

 

The book "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" by Donald Carter is described as an impassioned, intensely erotic, philosophical novel set in the picturesque backdrop of Nova Scotia. It explores deep ethical debates surrounding themes such as God, evil, morality, and hope, while also delving into the complexities of mental illness and the human experience.

The narrative follows a diverse group of characters, including outlaw bikers and a boxer struggling with schizophrenia, as they navigate a world filled with lust, desire, and the search for true friendship. The book is noted for its gripping and hopeful storytelling, which intertwines erotic elements with philosophical inquiries, making it a unique blend of genres.

Readers can expect a lust-fueled journey that not only engages with erotic writing but also challenges them to reflect on deeper moral questions. The characters' adventures lead them into encounters with strippers and the biker underworld, all while they grapple with their personal struggles and the meaning of love and friendship.

In summary, if you are looking for a novel that combines erotic writing with philosophical depth, "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" offers an intriguing exploration of both, making it a compelling read for those interested in such themes.

To read parts of Donald Carter's books or listen to audio samples you can do a search on an Amazon country website near you using his name. You can also find Donald's audiobooks on Audible country websites and on Apple.

If you live in Canada the following is a link to his author page on Amazon.ca CLICK HERE

If you live in the USA the following is a link to his author page on Amazon.com CLICK HERE

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At my parents house on my iPad observing and recording God's clear thoughts when a relative appeared in the room. I had to do more editing then usual because of the interruption.

 I am here; I'm not far away; I'm always close. There is nothing outside my understanding; my ways reach far beyond what you can see. 

Tomorrow the evening hour approaches when my father’s voice will be heard. There is much you don’t know. When the hour nears the nightingale will begin to sing, it is then that a door in the sky will open; why that door appears is a mystery. Who among you watches and waits for the hour; to see what sights appear in the sky; who will doubt the day and evening’s signs.

 

Search your heart Donald, look around you; you have seen evidence of my friendship standing in the lake before dusk, up to your chest in the warm water, looking across the lakes calm surface watching the sun set. I have spoken to you there many times before, and you have told people we’re friends, and you are not mistaken.

 

Every sign of hope in the world points to a future that is good Donald; all thoughts free of worry, encouraging idea’s, imagined places of possibility, ideas of what the unknown might offer, all dreams people have of where life could lead in hope, is not experienced by you without planning and a purpose that is good.

 

You know the sound of my voice well; you are wise to imagine and hope that what’s found here now is a very small part of everything else that waits to be known. The more you understand my truth the closer you will get to me. I am not an illusion, despite what your critics say; you are not experiencing a delusion when you talk to me. This life is not devoid of significant meaning but instead has a guarantee of great purpose.

 

Many of my children’s hearts are now living in darkness. I speak of such evils as murder, violence, rape, torture, not preventing hunger, not giving the sick much needed medicine’s, not helping the homeless, and those who start war. Flee from evil and be reassured whatever happens I will be fair with you and heal you from all of life’s pain. This is a journey you’re on that I require you to know. Despite the pain in the world you will obtain great wisdom by walking on this world’s shores. But know this is not the best possible world.

 

A time is coming when you’ll be glad to know what this journey you’re on is teaching you. In my father’s house is more that’s pleasing to you than your heart now recognizes or desires. The peace you’ll receive here is better than anything you’ve ever known. The experience of joy you’ll know here is better than any other state of euphoria, and is ever lasting, which means joy never diminishes in its strength; you will also develop impressive thoughts, challenging ideas, experience an excitement everyday, while sharing your pleasing insights that have no end.

 

When you look out the mansion windows the hills will be filled will sunshine, song birds, fountains, and quiet pools. The angels lurk amid the clouds while hikes through the mountains offer personal alone time with God, with wonderful vistas, walking on trails where a hidden library might appear, or something else wonderful, full of mysterious books holding insights of God and his unfathomable reaches never known by anyone before.

 

This is a parable now of glory, wonder, and beauty unsurpassed, of possibilities never imagined, or understood, that wait when the hour comes. I speak to all who will listen; I encourage you to be strong and courageous and know as best you can that hope is never lost, and try and understand goodness can never be defeated and the love you have for each other, and the love I have for you, will never end.

 

This that I say to you now is the truth. Life is not an absurd, meaningless, or random place, but this is a world I have deliberately designed for you. Remember to try and pursue peace online when you drink whiskey Donald I know it’s difficult.