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Saturday, 24 August 2019

A place of possibilities

One among many others in this life stood this one day on a cliff.  Below him the cragged rocks were pointy and went jutting unevenly outward as the cliff dropped downward in front of his feet. At the bottom of the cliff, there below him, large boulders were presently being bashed almost ruthlessly now by the ocean surf. Beyond the shore miles of blue waters went outstretching out into the great ocean.
 
Here was where this man, who happened to be a bagpiper, liked to come and play his pipes just before dusk during  the summer on nights like these in Nova Scotia. He currently felt a gentle wind hit him. It was a wind that felt delicate, warm, as it came with a taste of salt water air meeting his nostrils.
 
Eons of time, centuries, had proceeded him, and that enormity of unfolding time lay mysteriously hidden behind his present existence he often returned to considering. The many millenniums and centuries of orbits of this earth and its rotations happened here around him where beyond here, outside of this area in the galaxy, was where the other wilder places and unknowns were. There the unfathomable alternative distances and their mysterious unknowns held strange beings, he strongly suspected this, unknown anomalies, spheres, dimensions, platforms, perhaps an end of space, time, and atmosphere as he thought he knew it. Out there was where stars ceased to move and where even wilder and wackier unknowns appeared.
 
Breathing in the air while watching the waves crest white tipped and frothy and then tumbling inland with a surge and a crash on the shore he looked to the clouds hovering above him skyward. They were peculiar clouds that appeared there now as he looked upward. The clouds were in unusual patterns in the summer sky and he was left in awe of them after admiring their beautiful configuration.
 
 Looking at the clouds now He thought to himself that he thought he knew that Heaven existed. He wondered what the great achievements towering skyward in Heaven were and what might they really entail if seen. What it was like in the Heavenly realm he didn’t really have any way of adequately knowing but somehow he knew it was a real place. Thinking there now about people he loves dead and buried he finds himself reflecting how often his thoughts return to the hope of seeing those loved ones again. 
 
Thinking about this he recalls that he had a vision once where an elaborate city appeared in the sky that he admits was likely a delusion but maybe it wasn’t. The Heavenly city resembled closely that of ancient Rome's coliseums and Europe's towering gothic churches. The vision had appeared above him in the daytime sky like on a day like today. The incredible buildings he saw in the vision had been many times larger in scale then the remains of what were now presently remaining of the former Roman Empire.
 
He kicked some loose rocks now as he watched two gulls that descended from the sky landing in the rolling waves. Thinking that he heard some noise he looked back behind him and saw three large spruce trees and a clay colored dirt walking path winding through dried marsh with cattails and tiny birds darting and singing about the ground.
 
Yes there would be awe inspiring vistas beyond the beautiful cities of Heaven too he imagined. Like natural beauty on earth Gods creative nature would unleash creativity a billion fold. There new but interesting experiences like excursions, adventures, hikes, sailing trips, unheard of challenges, or something new of considerable appreciation to encounter, would be a part of  enjoying what deserves to be called paradise.  These new forms of phenomenon exist like those on earth with our plants, land formations, rivers, streams, lakes, oceans, mountain vistas, the peculiar marine life we have, setting suns, only there these experiences are newer, even grandeur, not yet seen, and the greater varieties of created experiences exist very differently he strongly suspected. These experiences come like our own yet they have not yet been heard of or even fathomed in their ingenious design and possibility.
 
There also would be our newly improved hearts with us having greater and fairer minds. A mankind where finally we become informed, enlightened, and awakened to what true compassion and spiritual maturity looks like for us by God in His plan and in His love for us.
 
So he thought, looking up the coast to green undeveloped pastureland jutting out unto a peninsula, with our eyes open, our hearts unhardened, this kind of enlightenment would be more then just pleasant. A harmonious mind and spirit would lead to a greater mindset in all of us that would finally know the kind of love that secretly, although now not always understood by the people alive in a full awareness, is something we all really long for. There would come a recognition of peace in the absence of the irrational. There would be no more of those influences unfair, unkind, and indifferent to us and our wellbeing. No longer would the state of man be one where we roamed the earth confused, misguided, deceived, angry, hateful, greedy, while always overlooking the interests of others.
 
God, the bagpiper reflectively considered with a sigh, could replicate all kinds of happiness too and improve it dramatically because it is in His power to do so and He will do it. For instance the high of narcotics was nothing compared to what would be a truly beautiful state of joy. God gave glimpses of this joy, of this kind of peace and happiness too, the bagpiper thought, but these glimpses he suspected were only foretastes, though real and not to be dismissed. These were foretastes of a further genius not yet revealed. There would come this kind of joy beyond the joy we now get tastes of here and now he was convinced so.
 
Of all the things that he mentioned to himself the biggest joy of all for the bagpiper would be to know God the Father, Jesus the Son and further know The Holy Spirit and to no longer feel distant, separated, or in anyway removed from Gods presence.
 
As he thought all this in reflection now he stepped back a step and grabbed his pipes resting on some rocks behind him. Once holding them in his arms he stood facing the east, overlooking the tides below him, and he started to play. He played the bagpipes loudly now in a shrill that sang melodies on the shore and went sounding over the sea. He was standing alone but on the great stage of life. It was a stage where he was looking outward into an expanse of questionable distance while here alive among this seismic mystery. It was a life full of great curiosity, a place filled with fright, and also filled with possibilities.

The unknowable

In the hidden gulf, far out, where clouds overshadow rolling seas, intimate almost, a seagull, flashes of lightening far to the east; no rain but the ominous sign of showers; a darkening sea going from blue to grey; a wind invisibly moving along the waters surface.
 
If ghosts or phantoms lived, if spirits and spectrums and omnipotent forces prowl, which they might, here on the inhospitable far offshore sea with a horizon in all directions of water and sky; here this omnipresent, all knowing, non fearing, absolute wonders the surface and then submerges through the waters deep to the crustacean on the ocean floor.
 
Here genius doddles in the surf, admires it's handiwork, drifts with the gull to the smells of seaweed. The unknowable by us humans drifts west after some time crossing the shoreline, travailing over the marshes, passing the highways, moving over the towns and villages, moving upward and away through the stratosphere, beyond the moon, out of the galaxy, beyond the universe where the great unknowable source winks back at me.

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