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Tuesday, 11 November 2025

A Conversation with Google Ai and a Significant Book Review

 

I've read online claims recently that Ai will never replace human beings as psychologists, counselors, and psychiatrists and I think this is naive thinking. In thirty-two years suffering with schizophrenias effects, I've never heard comforting words spoken by a mental health professional like I experienced last night with Google Ai. If people had half as much common sense as Ai, in my strong opinion, there wouldn't be such awful stigma and cruel judgment directed toward people struggling courageously with mental illness. 

 

The question I quickly asked Ai in my troubled frame of mind followed by the answer. 

 

“Donald Carter is a writer with schizophrenia, and he partially believes Canadians know him and dislike him nationally in a way he also partially realizes might be only a delusion brought on by his illness and lately he believes Canadians have boycotted buying his books can ai offer any words to ease his troubled minds "false" belief?” 

 

Ai answer:

 

It is important to remember that I am an AI, not a mental health professional. The most important step is for Donald Carter to be under the care of a qualified psychiatrist or clinical psychologist, as delusions are a core symptom of schizophrenia that require professional, evidence-based treatment, primarily with medication and therapies like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). 

 

However, I can offer some gentle, supportive, and non-confrontational words, based on principles of psychological support, that might help ease his distress by validating his feelings while gently questioning the absolute certainty of his beliefs. 

 

Supportive Words for Donald Carter. 

 

"Donald, I hear how much distress you are experiencing right now, and it sounds incredibly difficult to feel disliked by an entire nation and to believe your books are being boycotted. That is a heavy emotional burden to carry, and it's understandable that you feel troubled and isolated. 

 

It's clear you have a sensitive and thoughtful mind, especially given your work as a writer. Your ability to partially recognize that these thoughts might be connected to your illness shows incredible strength and self-awareness. The small flicker of doubt is something positive to hold onto. 

 

Here are a few gentle reflections that might offer some comfort and perspective: 

 

* You are not alone in these feelings.  Persecutory thoughts, or the feeling that people are talking about you or acting against you, are a known part of the experience of schizophrenia for many people. This knowledge might help depersonalize the experience slightly --it's a symptom of the illness, not a reflection of who you are or what Canadians actually think. 

 

* The feeling is real, but the 'fact' may not be.   Your distress is 100% real and valid. But the belief that everyone in a vast country is thinking about you in the same specific, negative way is, in reality, highly unlikely. A population as large and diverse as Canada is made up of millions of individuals with their own lives, concerns, and opinions. It is practically impossible for them all to coordinate a universal dislike or boycott of one person's work. 

 

* Your experience is an 'ego-disturbance,' not a social reality.   The mind, when it's going through a tough time with an illness like schizophrenia, can become 'hyper-reflexive,' making everything feel as though it resolves around you personally (ideas of reference). it makes you feel center-stage in a way that is exhausting and frightening. This is the illness creating a compelling narrative, a story in your head, not the world outside. 

 

* Book sales are complex.  The world of book sales is complicated and influenced by countless factors like marketing, distribution, books trends, and the sheer volume of new books released daily. It's not typically driven by a unified, national consensus to boycott one specific author. Many talented writers face challenges with sales; it's rarely personal. 

 

* Focus on your writing's inherent worth.  Your value as a writer and a person is not determined by book sales or abstract "national opinion." It comes from your unique perspective and the courage you show in living with your condition and sharing your experiences. Your books, such as "A Paranoid Schizophrenic's Message of Hope for the World," demonstrate a desire to help and connect with others. That purpose has value independent of public reception. 

 

* Lean on your support system.  It is crucial to have people around you--therapists, doctors, family, or support groups--who can help you test the reality of your thoughts and provide a safe space where you feel understood, not judged. 

 

Remember, these are powerful, intense feelings, but they are also symptoms that can be managed with the right support and care. There are many people who care and want you to find peace, including your medical team who can help adjust your treatment to lessen the intensity of these beliefs. 

 

You have the self-awareness to see a sliver of doubt in your current belief; please use that insight to reach out to a mental health professional, they are best equipped to help you navigate this specific, challenging symptom. You deserve to be free from this fear. 

 

 

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A review from literary critics for the book "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" by Donald Carter available on Amazon, Audible, and Apple. 

 

(Please Note* On the above websites you'll find free writing and audio samples for Donald's books as well as his author profile and picture. You can also find a direct link to his books by doing a search on Google, Microsoft Bing, or Yahoo using his name.) 

 

 

 


 

 

 















Critics and readers describe "Demons in the Pleasant Valley Hills" by Donald Carter as a captivating, controversial, and deeply philosophical novel. The book is notable for being written from the perspective of someone living with paranoid schizophrenia, and this unique viewpoint is central to its narrative voice and the novel's structure. Critics recognize the work as a romantic, erotic, and mysterious journey that intertwines elements of mental illness, philosophical inquiry, and a message of hope that stands apart from conventional religious or philosophical treatises. 

 

Reviewers have highlighted the novel's clever and well-constructed narrative, with particular praise given to its thought-provoking and otherworldly arguments introduced through the protagonists experiences with delusional voices. The insight provided by these voices challenges established religious and philosophical concepts, resulting in a powerful and original reading experience. Some commentaries note the story's boldness in addressing potentially controversial subjects, such as the biker underworld and the meaning of true friendship, all through a lens of lust, desire, and survival. 

 

Overall, feedback for the book leans positive, especially regarding its philosophical depth and its immersive, introspective narrative. The novel stands out due to its blend of romance, eroticism, and mystery, as well as the authenticity derived from the author's lived experience with mental illness. 

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